Crossdress Ch89

This process was too long.

The Beta’s body was already covered in a layer of fine sweat, trembling all over. Its teeth had lost their strength, only whimpering as it held a small piece of the Alpha’s skin, slowly grinding with its sharp little canines, helplessly pleading like a small animal.

This was not a place that should have to endure bonding. Now, being forcibly invaded like this, it was like accepting a fierce and reckless beast, and could only cling with its softest body, trying to evoke a trace of pity from the invader.

But it didn’t know that this feeble attempt at pleasing would only further provoke the Alpha’s hidden animalistic instincts. Once bonded inside a partner, the Alpha would not withdraw without completing the lifelong marking behavior.

The narrow, cold eyes had turned crimson, and the Alpha was on the edge of losing rationality.

Wen Sinian lifted the Beta’s face, catching a glimpse of the small, red tooth mark on the shoulder. The Beta in his arms had its eyes gently closed, its eyelashes wet and messy, obedient to the extreme, with no resistance to any manipulation.

This one had already been thoroughly tamed.

The Alpha’s wicked possessive desire was slightly satisfied, but it was far from enough.

Wen Sinian found a bath towel and wrapped the person in his arms, still holding them tightly as he walked out of the bathroom.

The entire seaside villa was occupied by only the two of them. There were no lights outside, and Wen Sinian carried him downstairs from the upper floor.

With each step, he pulled the Beta deeper into his embrace.

The petite Beta’s two arms struggled to drape over the Alpha’s shoulders, its face nestled in the crook of his neck, gently breathing up and down, trembling all over.

Finally reaching the kitchen, Wen Sinian took a bottle of ice water from the fridge, twisted it open, and took a sip himself. He then lifted the Beta’s sharp, delicate little chin and fed the water, now warmed by his mouth, into its mouth.

Xu Yan opened his mouth, his throat parched. Some of the water was swallowed, and some dripped down his chin onto his stomach before he could swallow it.

After feeding him a few sips of water, Wen Sinian carried him directly to the sofa and sat down, making him lie face down in his arms.

In a posture of holding a child, he rocked him gently, his large hand supporting his cheek and slowly rubbing against it.

With tenderness and thick pheromones that were impossible to escape, he ground his soul to softness and exchanged breaths with him.

Sensing that the unconscious response was slowly returning, the Alpha’s lips curved into a satisfied smile.

It seemed to have adapted well.

A strong arm reached under the knee and lifted the two legs slightly.

The room was dimly lit, only vaguely revealing the slender, fair outline.

When vision was obstructed, other senses would become more acute and clearer.

And the Alpha realized that even after bonding in the Beta’s reproductive cavity and infusing a large amount of pheromones, he still couldn’t mark it. At this moment, the heat wave of the heat cycle truly became uncontrollable and surged forth.

***

After the activity ended, the others had already returned to school early. It was just in time for the holiday, so they didn’t even need to ask for leave. Wen Sinian, as expected, stayed with Xu Yan at the seaside villa for several days.

The top-tier Alpha’s pheromones were like a bomb dropped in the villa. No one could get close, and fortunately, no one would come in to disturb them.

These days, they didn’t need to eat, relying on nutritional solutions, and the two were almost inseparable.

Once he tasted the feeling of bonding in the reproductive cavity, Wen Sinian wished he could bond every time.

Xu Yan’s consciousness was hazy, his body filled with the Alpha’s pheromones, so much that it was about to overflow.

Several times, he was woken by the bloating in his stomach and felt that Wen Sinian in front of him was several times more terrifying than the Alpha in heat he had seen before.

He even tried to put on his clothes and sneak out of the villa while Wen Sinian was finding nutritional solutions for him. But as soon as his foot stepped out of the door, he was caught and pulled back.

Wen Sinian, rarely rational and clear-headed, hung his two ankles over his shoulders, leaned down to kiss him, and his voice returned to its usual gentle and warm tone. He smiled and asked, “Baby, where are you going? Did you think I wasn’t here?”

Xu Yan’s eyes quickly welled up with tears, his hands pressing against his chest, turning his face away to avoid the kiss, sniffling and looking pitiful.

“I… I was going to find the teacher…”

“Teacher?” Wen Sinian turned his face back, regardless, and pressed against it. “Still a little child, running to the teacher when you encounter a problem.”

Xu Yan’s legs were also held by someone, and the hot, moist breath climbed up along them.

“The teachers and classmates left long ago. There are only the two of us here,” Wen Sinian lifted his eyes and looked straight at him, his eyes filled with deep, about-to-erupt desire. He coaxed softly, “Tell your husband what’s wrong, okay?”

Xu Yan sobbed and shook his head, “I… I already told you everything… I even begged you, but you just wouldn’t listen…”

And it had gotten even worse. Xu Yan felt extremely wronged. Wen Sinian seemed like a completely different person. Before, helping him through his heat cycle only required some kissing and touching, and at most, a bite on the neck. Why was it so terrifying this time? He was probably really going to break.

Xu Yan had originally planned it well in his mind. While Wen Sinian wasn’t paying attention, he would quickly go out and find a teacher for help. He remembered the teacher in charge saying that if any student was in a special period and needed help, they should report it immediately and could get various physiological supplies. There should be suppressants as well.

Xu Yan had checked it himself. As long as the dosage wasn’t exceeded, injecting suppressants wouldn’t have side effects on the body. Wen Sinian, being an Alpha, surely knew this but had never told him.

But now, they had been here for several days, and the teachers had all left. Who could come to help him?

Wahhh…

On the last day of the major heat cycle, the Alpha was no longer controlled by pheromones. The bedroom only quieted down at dawn. Wen Sinian carried the person in his arms to the bathroom to clean up, found a blanket to wrap him in, and temporarily placed him in a corner of the sofa.

The room hadn’t been tidied up for days and was already in disarray. Naturally, the bed couldn’t be slept in anymore.

He first opened the window to ventilate, dispersing the thick, intertwined scents, then simply changed the sheets and carried the sleeping Beta back to bed.

Xu Yan was in a deep sleep, looking exhausted. Originally unaffected by pheromones, he didn’t know how much had been infused into his body. At most, he would become dazed whenever pheromones were injected, and it had become a conditioned reflex.

Wen Sinian held him and lay down on the bed with him.

Under the blanket, a small section of his fair neck was exposed, marked with many red marks and a few faint tooth prints, all made during moments of losing control.

Naturally, there were also several scratches on his body. If you took out the small item from under the blanket and compared it, you would find the size just right.

At that time, the person was deeply immersed in the uncontrollable heat wave, and with the beloved in his arms, which Alpha could resist marking their partner?

Wen Sinian brought his nose close to the sleeping person’s neck and buried it deeply to inhale.

Good, the efforts of these days hadn’t been in vain.

Even if the pheromones on his skin were cleaned away, a strong Alpha scent would still emanate from within his body.

If he were an Omega, his reproductive cavity would have been marked to ruin by now.

But for a Beta, who knew how long this would last?

Wen Sinian held him tightly and fell asleep in the position of burying his face in his body.

When Xu Yan woke up, there was only one person left in the room.

He lay there for a long time, still feeling sore and uncomfortable all over. Thinking about how the Alpha had treated him so terribly, his nose suddenly felt sore.

Was all the previous kindness fake? How could he be treated like this just because of a heat cycle? He had already said that place was off-limits, but he was still…

The room door was pushed open from the outside. Hearing the noise, Xu Yan immediately shrank into the blanket, as fast as a rabbit.

Footsteps approached the bed, and a hand gently pulled the blanket.

Xu Yan immediately turned his back again, even struggling to move his bottom away, wincing as he took two breaths, feeling even more wronged.

Seeing him avoid like this, the person by the bed only paused for a moment before directly pulling him out of the blanket and making him sit on his lap, leaving no chance to escape.

Having been held like this for days, the Beta’s body had already reacted before his brain, obediently leaning into the invader’s arms.

Xu Yan’s eyes were red, and even sitting in the Alpha’s arms, he still turned his face away, silently lowering his head.

Wen Sinian took a cup of warm water and gently pressed it to his lips, “Drink some water first.”

Xu Yan opened his mouth to comply, indeed thirsty, but it was all his fault.

So, he should serve himself.

Wen Sinian lifted him a bit higher, seeing him take small sips, his throat moving up and down as he swallowed. His eyes also tightened with the movement, but his face remained composed, showing no emotion.

After he finished drinking, Wen Sinian wiped his mouth for him.

“Want more?”

Xu Yan didn’t want to talk to him and directly pushed the cup away.

Wen Sinian put down the cup and took a bag of nutritional solution, inserting the straw and handing it to him, “Drink this too.”

Xu Yan didn’t like the orange flavor and would rather go hungry than drink it, so he pushed it away again.

Wen Sinian touched his stomach, “Not hungry?”

Unexpectedly, his uncooperative stomach immediately gurgled in response.

Wen Sinian chuckled, acting just like a child, even being picky about nutritional drinks.

Patiently lowering his voice to coax him, “Don’t like this flavor? But this is all we have now. Drink a little, okay? Then rest a bit. I’ll have someone bring something good to eat, okay?”

Xu Yan shook his head, his head resting on his shoulder, refusing to drink.

Wen Sinian gently patted his back and took the opportunity to grope his nape.

The gland there, which should have been flat, was still slightly swollen. He had already applied some medicine, and now the skin was still sticky.

Just being touched once made Xu Yan shrink his neck and dodge to the side, only to be pressed back by that hand. The warm fingertip circled to melt the ointment, incidentally soothing the soreness and swelling of the gland.

The straw of the nutritional solution rubbed against his lips again, and Wen Sinian continued to negotiate with him, “Just one sip. Leave the rest to me. Nutritional solutions absorb quickly. After you drink it, I’ll let you sleep a bit. I promise not to buy this flavor next time. Which one do you like best, white peach or camellia?”

Xu Yan was indeed coaxed into opening his mouth, “I like both of these.”

Wen Sinian took the opportunity to put the straw into his mouth, “Good, I’ll buy both for you. This one isn’t as bad as the orange flavor. Try a little.”

Really annoyed by the constant nagging, Xu Yan drank another sip to save face.

It was slightly better than the orange flavor he had drunk before, but not by much.

Saying just one sip meant one sip. Xu Yan, true to his principles, spat out the straw.

Wen Sinian didn’t force him anymore, directly pinching the straw and throwing it away. The remaining half bag of nutritional solution was finished in two or three gulps.

“Are there any other places that are uncomfortable, besides the gland?”

Wen Sinian had actually already checked him inside and out while he was asleep, applying medicine where needed and massaging where necessary. Fortunately, he hadn’t really injured him, but the gland and reproductive cavity would definitely need a long time to rest.

Xu Yan couldn’t quite put it into words. He could only feel that his body was filled with pheromones that didn’t belong to him, but there was only a strange sense of fullness, not the strong dependence on his Alpha partner that a permanently marked Omega would have.

So, he even struggled in Wen Sinian’s arms, wanting to lie back on the bed. After all, if Wen Sinian lost his rationality again, there was no guarantee he wouldn’t bond with him again.

Wen Sinian held his waist tightly, not allowing him to escape, his voice low, “Are you mad at me, baby?”

Xu Yan frowned and looked at him, his face clearly asking how he dared to ask.

Wen Sinian, with a sincere attitude, suddenly lifted his hand and slapped his own face.

With a crisp “slap,” Xu Yan was stunned, staring blankly at him.

“What are you doing…”

Wen Sinian touched the red mark on his neck, gently pulling down his collar, revealing that everything underneath was the same.

Lifting his other hand, he slapped himself again.

Xu Yan was truly frightened and pulled his hand back, afraid of being grabbed again.

Wen Sinian’s eyes revealed a glimmer of obscure, hard-to-understand light as he slowly leaned in.

“I’m sorry, baby. I’m sorry. I messed things up. You only needed to help me through my heat, but I couldn’t control myself and bonded with you. If you were an Omega, you would have been permanently marked by me by now, probably tied to me for life. Hit me again; it’s not enough.”

As he spoke, he rubbed his nose against Xu Yan’s neck.

He hadn’t applied an isolation patch, and was slowly releasing pheromones without the Beta’s knowledge, weaving a dense, inescapable net in the air that enveloped both of them from head to toe.

Over these days, the Beta’s body had already developed a slight reaction to his pheromones. Perhaps he wasn’t even aware of it, but the sound of swallowing saliva was exceptionally clear to the Alpha’s ears.

Wen Sinian’s lips curved slightly, but he continued speaking:

“I didn’t mean to do these things to you. It’s just that this heat cycle was harder to endure than I thought. Maybe it’s because I’ve injected too many suppressants and they’ve had side effects, or maybe it’s because you’re by my side. I always lose control. I can’t sense your pheromones, and it’s like I’m not getting any response from you, so it’s very painful. It’s driving me crazy.”

Xu Yan felt itchy in his neck, his fluffy hair like the fur of a giant dog, sticking to his owner and refusing to leave. He didn’t know why his neck was also getting hot, feeling very strange.

“You get up first, don’t rub against me. It’s itchy.”

Xu Yan pushed the person in his neck away and looked into his eyes, seeing that his mood was indeed low, very different from usual.

Wen Sinian gripped his wrist again, “If you’re still not satisfied, you can hit me again.”

Xu Yan hurriedly said, “No more hitting, no more hitting. Your face is already a bit red.”

“It’s okay. You can do whatever you want to me.” Wen Sinian pressed his cheek into his palm, slowly rubbing against the tender skin, inhaling the sweet fragrance from his body. He couldn’t help but want to taste if his fingers also had this sweetness.

Even without pheromones, why did it always smell so sweet and alluring?

“Just don’t ignore me, okay,” Wen Sinian looked at him, “and don’t dislike me.”

Xu Yan touched his face, “I never said such things.”

When did he say he didn’t like him? That was outright slander.

Wen Sinian’s expression finally relaxed a bit, asking, “Do you still like me?”

Xu Yan could only nod slightly.

“I also really like you, baby,” Wen Sinian said, leaning closer to his lips. “I like you the most. Will you stay with me forever, okay?”

Unable to bind him with pheromones, he could only coax a verbal promise from him.

Xu Yan was embarrassed by the intense gaze and tried to turn his face away, but his chin was held and turned back.

Wen Sinian pressed against his slightly open lips and sucked gently, “Can you promise me?”

Xu Yan felt his soul being sucked away and stupidly hummed in agreement.

“So good,” Wen Sinian got what he wanted and touched his hair. “Now open your mouth.”

Xu Yan only parted his lips a little wider, and his breath was immediately blocked.

Wen Sinian held him and kissed him for a long time before ending the lingering kiss.

He put him back under the covers to sleep some more, the blanket covering his flushed cheeks.

At noon, Wen Sinian had food delivered and carried Xu Yan downstairs from the upper floor.

Xu Yan hadn’t eaten properly for days, and Wen Sinian knew his tastes best. He ordered all his favorite dishes, and Xu Yan ate until he was full and couldn’t swallow another bite.

The two stayed at the seaside villa for two more days. When Xu Yan had rested enough, Wen Sinian also took him out to sea, experiencing all the activities they hadn’t tried during the team-building event, before taking him back to school.

The other students had already left for the holidays. Xu Yan also packed his dormitory belongings, preparing to return home, but unexpectedly, Wen Sinian had already arranged for his grandmother to come and had arranged for both of them to stay at his residence. Knowing that Xu Yan’s grandmother wasn’t in good health, he also hired a nurse to take care of her.

His thoughtfulness went beyond what it had been before.

Xu Yan’s grandmother was unaware of their relationship beforehand. Her grandson suddenly having such a distinguished boyfriend, with outstanding looks, character, and family background, was truly surprising.

To reassure his grandmother, Wen Sinian proposed the idea of getting engaged to Xu Yan.

In fact, if Xu Yan had reached the legal age for marriage, he would have wanted to take him to get married right away.

They had already done everything they should and shouldn’t have done.

Getting engaged first would also give him some security, preventing Xu Yan from changing his mind and not wanting an Alpha, instead wanting to find a Beta to live a stable life. By then, it would be too late to regret not having tied him down.

Xu Yan was so beautiful that even though he wasn’t an Omega, he was still too eye-catching. Even with Wen Sinian by his side at school, he couldn’t avoid the disgusting attention of ordinary Alphas.

So, if Xu Yan wanted to act alone, no matter where he went or who he met, Wen Sinian would inevitably hug and kiss him for a while or rub against him vigorously, filling him with his own pheromones before letting him go.

Poor little Beta was still unaware, carrying the scent of a top-tier Alpha, and happily went out.