Crossdress Ch41

Xu Yan’s legs were spread out on either side of him, feeling the tightening force around his waist that seemed to want to merge him into his very bones.

 

The surroundings were too dark; he could smell the faint scent of cologne on Wen Sinian and his scorching, branding-iron-like temperature.

 

His tightly closed eyes suddenly widened, blinking twice in confusion in the darkness, realizing what was happening.

 

At this moment, even the most terrifying horror movie was not as frightening.

 

Xu Yan quickly loosened his arms from around Wen Sinian’s neck, using both hands to push against his chest instead.

 

The soft force couldn’t push him away.

 

The shadow in front of him pressed down like a ghost, approaching like a mountain torrent until the tall figure easily enveloped him entirely.

 

Xu Yan couldn’t see the expression on the face of the person in front of him; he only knew there was a hot breath in his nostrils, so close it was about to enter his mouth.

 

Reflexively, he covered his mouth, tilting his head back with effort, and said in a muffled voice, “You, let me down.”

 

Wen Sinian held him without moving, but suddenly raised his hand and turned on the light on the wall.

 

The pitch-black room was suddenly illuminated brightly. Xu Yan’s eyes stung, and he squinted as he looked up, seeing those dark, deep eyes come closer to examine him, with a probing gaze as if pondering something.

 

Xu Yan was terrified out of his wits and threw himself back into Wen Sinian’s arms, continuing to hide his face against his chest, murmuring, “Don’t turn on the light, turn it off quickly…”

 

A few muffled vibrations came from the chest pressed against his ear. Wen Sinian chuckled, enjoying his initiative to snuggle, deepening his embrace, and considerately asked, “Are you scared?”

 

Xu Yan shook his head in his arms, “Not scared, you turn off the light quickly.”

 

Compared to ghosts, being discovered by Wen Sinian was more terrifying.

 

Wen Sinian reached out to turn off the light, “Indeed.”

 

Xu Yan mumbled in confusion, “Hmm?”

 

Wen Sinian stroked his wavy long hair, “Our relationship can’t be exposed to the light.”

 

Xu Yan was stunned, muttering softly, “Is it because of that…”

 

Wen Sinian lifted his leg, holding him up, “What is that?”

 

Xu Yan felt like his brain wasn’t getting enough oxygen being held like this, as if he had been thrown into a steam room, his whole body burning hot. He felt like he was about to be cooked, with fine sweat breaking out on his palms.

 

“It’s nothing,” he said again, “Let me down.”

 

Wen Sinian hadn’t had enough of holding him and couldn’t possibly let him go. Calmly, he reasoned with him, “Just now, when you were hugging me, did I push you away?”

 

Xu Yan was momentarily speechless, “I just hugged your arm, and that was because I was too scared…”

 

Wen Sinian lowered his head, smelling the sweet fragrance on him, his nose rubbing against his hair, “I like hugging you like this. Besides, how do you know I’m not scared?”

 

Xu Yan felt that he was being utterly unreasonable. There wasn’t the slightest hint of fear in his actions just now.

 

“Baby,” Wen Sinian leaned close to his neck, breathing, his voice very soft, “I really like you.”

 

Xu Yan’s neck itched, and he wanted to dodge, but the back of his head was firmly held by a large hand, pressing his face closer.

 

The low voice came from his hair, “I liked you when I couldn’t see you, and now that I can, I like you even more. You are more beautiful than I imagined, so I started to feel afraid the moment I first saw you.”

 

Xu Yan kept arching his body backward, his soft waist bending into an unbelievably graceful arc.

 

If he wasn’t being held up by hands, he would have fallen backward onto the ground long ago.

 

He felt like he was being stuck to by a big, sticky dog, with an overwhelming disparity in strength that he couldn’t push away. He could only ask in a trembling voice, “What are you afraid of?”

 

As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Yan felt a sudden, slightly hot sensation on his neck, fleeting.

 

Wen Sinian finally raised his head, forming a blurred, oppressive outline in the darkness.

 

“You are my first love, baby.”

 

Xu Yan heard the sadness and sorrow in his voice and was instantly stunned.

 

He hadn’t expected that Wen Sinian had never been in love before.

 

Words of doubt blurted out, “How is that possible?”

 

Who would believe that Wen Sinian, with all the gossip about him on the school forum that could be talked about for days, was a first love?

 

“How is it not possible?” Wen Sinian countered, “My family relationships are not good, and I have health issues, as you know. Who could accept me?”

 

Xu Yan did indeed know about these circumstances, “But…”

 

Wen Sinian continued, “But I like you too much. I like you so much that I can’t refuse anything you say. When you said you wanted to break up with me, I was afraid and sad, unable to sleep well for days and nights. I could only use this opportunity to ask you to meet me once, hoping you would change your mind.”

 

He sighed softly, “But you seem to really dislike me.”

 

Xu Yan had never seen such a vulnerable side of Wen Sinian. He was shocked and at the same time, his heart ached with a sour and numb feeling.

 

“I don’t dislike you,” Xu Yan explained weakly, “As I said, we are just not suitable for each other.”

 

Wen Sinian heard the turning point in his words and pressed, “Where are we not suitable? Explain clearly.”

Xu Yan opened his mouth, realizing that he couldn’t start without revealing his true identity. Seeing him silent, Wen Sinian was overjoyed. He lowered his head and kissed Xu Yan’s cheek, saying in a relaxed tone, “Can’t say it, right, baby? No one is more suitable than us.”

Xu Yan was surprised and covered his cheek. His ears turned hot, and he stuttered in accusation, “You, how could you kiss my face…”

Wen Sinian took advantage of the situation, holding the back of Xu Yan’s head and getting closer. His hot breath fell on Xu Yan’s lips, “Didn’t I say we are still in a romantic relationship? Can I kiss here?”

Xu Yan covered his mouth with his other hand, his eyes wide open, “No.”

Wen Sinian ignored him, his thin lips slowly and deliberately rubbing against the back of Xu Yan’s hand, “Is it not allowed?”

“Baby.”

“I am your boyfriend. It’s normal to kiss me.”

“Just one kiss, okay?”

Xu Yan’s mind was about to explode with fireworks. He shook his head with his hand over his mouth, almost crying in grievance, “No, no… We are going to break up… Can’t kiss…”

Wen Sinian stared at Xu Yan’s eyes, which were shining brightly in the dark, and coaxed him step by step, “Kiss first, then break up.”

Xu Yan was stunned by his words, “What?”

Wen Sinian took it for granted, “We haven’t even done what couples should do. How can it be considered dating? If we haven’t dated, how can we break up?”

Xu Yan was almost worn down and couldn’t think. He was also in his first love, with no experience in relationships. He could only ask with tearful eyes, “Is that so?”

Wen Sinian’s face didn’t turn red, and his heart didn’t skip a beat, “Yes.”

Xu Yan thought that if it was just a kiss, it would be as quick as when Wen Sinian kissed his cheek just now. He closed his eyes, and it would be over in less than a second. So he closed his eyes and compromised, “Then, be quick…”

Wen Sinian smiled, held him up, and the distance between them suddenly closed. His moist lips were like crystal-clear jelly, smeared with sweet lip gloss. He had smelled the honey peach fragrance on them just now.

Like a ripe fruit, ready to be picked.

Wen Sinian could vaguely see his fluttering eyelashes, his voice low and hoarse as he leaned in, “Baby.”

Xu Yan opened his eyes a little and could feel the hot breath close at hand.

“Open your mouth.”

Xu Yan didn’t understand, but to end it quickly, he shyly parted his lips a little.

But the person in front of him seemed unsatisfied and made another request, “Tongue, stick it out.”

Xu Yan was puzzled. Wasn’t it just a kiss? Did he need to do that?

He regretted it a little and didn’t want to kiss anymore, “Let’s forget it…”

Before he could finish, he was suddenly silenced by the falling hot lips and tongue.

The little tongue that was revealed while speaking could no longer escape, being hooked and tangled, pulled into the mouth to be bitten and eaten.

It was far from a light kiss. Xu Yan was kissed fiercely.

This kiss carried a sense of punishment that was hard to ignore, as if making him pay the price for proposing to break up.

He couldn’t breathe, his hands pressed behind his back, wanting to breathe some fresh air but only getting a little from the other’s mouth.

Tears couldn’t help but surge out. It hurt to be bitten like this, and he couldn’t help but whimper a few times, but it only brought a more fierce and strong offensive.

He couldn’t catch his breath and was about to faint. Finally, he was released, and his back was gently patted to help him breathe.

Xu Yan quickly opened his mouth to breathe, his tender and bright red tongue sticking out, as if he had been kissed silly and couldn’t retract it.

The shiny lip gloss on his lips had been eaten into the other’s belly, replaced by brighter moisture.

He leaned against the man’s chest, dazed from lack of oxygen.

The long skirt had long been rumpled to an unknown height, and his legs were also sore and weak.

Xu Yan blinked, his long lashes wet.

“Break up…” he sniffed, full of grievances, “I, I want to break up with you…”

Wen Sinian didn’t get angry but smiled, lowering his head to kiss the already red and swollen lips again, “Say it again, baby.”

Xu Yan rubbed the wet marks on his mouth against Wen Sinian’s chest, his voice a little louder, “I said, we break up… mm…”

His lips and tongue were sealed again by the other.

It wasn’t enough just now, Wen Sinian thought.

Anyway, there were still two hours left in the room, so he could take his time.

The door of the room was finally opened a crack. The lights inside were not on, and two blurred figures stood in the doorway.

Xu Yan was angry from the moment he was pulled up from the bed. He hadn’t said another word to Wen Sinian since then.

His skirt and hair had been properly tidied up, but he was still very angry.

He was supposed to just kiss once, but he was kissed in various positions for the entire duration of the movie, his mouth and tongue numb, and his whole body felt like it had been burned by fire.

Moreover, he had come to talk about breaking up, but not only did he not succeed, but their relationship had become more intimate.

Wen Sinian said that he would seriously consider the matter of breaking up after meeting three more times.

This was not what Xu Yan had expected. He thought he would be free after going back today.

In the end, it was Wen Sinian who compromised, reducing the three meetings to two, which meant that after one more meeting, it would be over. Xu Yan reluctantly agreed.

Wen Sinian put his own duck-tongue cap on Xu Yan’s head, pressing the brim low, and the hair on both sides almost covered his small face, hiding his bright red and swollen lips.

He had wanted to send him back to school, but Xu Yan refused no matter what. Wen Sinian had no choice but to take his own coat and put it on Xu Yan as the outermost layer.

The big coat could cover Xu Yan’s buttocks and legs, making him warmer.

Xu Yan lowered his head and tidied up his shirt clip.

Just now, when kissing, it was maliciously pulled by someone and almost torn off. It was simply terrible.

Wen Sinian stood lazily, looking down, always watching him.

Wearing his own clothes, that little one was small, and the waistline was so thin that it could be pinched tightly with one hand.

He couldn’t help but reach out to lift Xu Yan’s chin to make him raise his head, then lowered his head to kiss him.

The corridor cast some dim light. Xu Yan felt the hot breath quickly invading along the gap of his lips and was startled into pushing him away.

Who knew that the handbag on his arm would fall to the ground with a “thud.”

Xu Yan was angry and punched Wen Sinian’s chest, glaring at him with his misty eyes.

Wen Sinian bent down to pick up the bag for him, took his hand, and lovingly kissed it, “Let’s see if anything is broken.”

Xu Yan opened the bag to check. The screen of his phone was actually broken, and when he pressed it, green light came out, and he couldn’t even see the words on the screen.

Xu Yan pouted and almost cried.

Wen Sinian knew that he cherished things. He took Xu Yan’s phone to check. This model was too old and might be stuck. It should have been replaced long ago.

Xu Yan finally spoke, his voice muffled, looking up with his little face pitifully complaining, “It’s all your fault.”

“It’s all my fault,” Wen Sinian agreed with him, taking out his own phone, “Shall your husband replace it?”

Xu Yan was stunned, surprised by the two words “husband,” and stared at Wen Sinian in astonishment as he swapped the SIM cards of the two phones, finally putting the brand-new top-of-the-line phone into Xu Yan’s hand.

“The password is 0914. All payment passwords are the same. Baby can spend as he pleases,” Wen Sinian hugged his waist, rubbed his moist eyes, and kissed them, “I’ll buy you a new one next time.”

Xu Yan returned the phone to him, “I don’t want yours.”

Wen Sinian took it back, took out his phone with one hand, raised it, pinched Xu Yan’s cheeks with the other hand, applied a little force, and pinched out a chubby shape, then leaned in and gently bit it, pressing the shutter button at the same time.

Xu Yan’s eyes were wide open, a little flustered, and stared at the screen in astonishment.

Click—

The flash suddenly lit up, freezing the intimate posture of the two.

Xu Yan quickly broke free and rubbed his cheeks with the back of his hand.

This rascal was like a dog, always biting his mouth or his face.

Wen Sinian looked at the photo, satisfied with his narrowed eyes, operated his fingertips on the screen a few times, and showed it to Xu Yan.

Xu Yan was shocked, “You, change it quickly.”

He actually set that photo as the wallpaper…

Wen Sinian put the phone into his bag, “I’ve set a password. If you don’t change it, use it obediently, baby. I’ll check it next time we meet.”

Xu Yan operated it and indeed couldn’t change it. He puffed his cheeks and sulked, guessing what password Wen Sinian had set.

Wen Sinian was charmed by his cuteness, his temples throbbed, and he wanted to kiss him again.

Thinking of him covering his mouth with teary eyes and saying his tongue hurt, he could only bite his molars and kiss his cheeks.

Xu Yan couldn’t guess the password. He looked at him with a resentful gaze, “I’m leaving.”

After saying that, he opened the door and walked out.

Wen Sinian gently held his wrist, pulled him back against the wall beside him, leaned in, and reminded him with a smile, “Say goodbye to your husband.”

Xu Yan was as if burned by fire, struggling with all his might, but his hand was held tighter and tighter.

He squeezed out two words from between his teeth, his voice small, “Goodbye…”

Wen Sinian’s smile deepened, “Goodbye to whom?”

Xu Yan bit his lip and refused to say.

Wen Sinian triumphantly hugged him, “Baby doesn’t want to go back to school tonight, right? Let’s go to my place, okay?”

Xu Yan was so scared that his soul almost left his body. He quickly said in a small voice, “Goodbye, husband…”

Wen Sinian let go of him and smiled, “Baby, goodbye.”

Xu Yan didn’t dare to stay any longer. He quickly opened the door and ran out without looking back.