FSGOR Ch39

Jiang Tian felt like his brain was about to be deprived of oxygen.

He was forced to endure Chu Xuyu’s kiss, an overly domineering aggressive aura that had nothing to do with gentleness, making his breath feel stolen.

Jiang Tian was pressed tightly against the wall, his back slightly cool, but his tongue was scorching hot like a ball of fire, burning every inch of his skin.

Not only that.

Chu Xuyu deliberately teased and flirted, rubbing his earlobe with his fingertip, making Jiang Tian shiver all over and lift his chin, deepening the lingering kiss, with his heartbeat covering all sensations.

No one knew how long they had been kissing.

Jiang Tian couldn’t take it anymore. He stiffly turned his face away, pausing this ambiguous and chaotic moment. But no matter how he pretended to be calm, the temperature on the side of his neck was burning, making that fair skin look like a fiery cloud.

Chu Xuyu really liked him so much.

Even when kissing to the point of being overwhelmed, being rejected by Jiang Tian’s feigned indifference, he still couldn’t generate any negative emotions. He slightly increased the force in his fingertips, pinching the earlobe with a teasing badness.

“Why did you dodge?” Chu Xuyu said hoarsely.

No matter what he said, Jiang Tian felt like he was being roasted on a shelf, his face burning as he pretended to be distant: “Don’t do this.”

“Hmm?”

Chu Xuyu scoffed and laughed softly, “You’re turning your face and denying everything after kissing.”

Jiang Tian: “…”

His gaze wandered aimlessly, not daring to look at the man’s face. At this moment, he knew all too well that Chu Xuyu must have shown that expression again, with a dangerous sense of oppression in his desire.

“I remember saying,” Chu Xuyu reminded, “I won’t force you to do anything against your will.”

Jiang Tian, of course, didn’t forget.

But precisely because of this, these words were even more powerful, as if he allowed Chu Xuyu’s various intimate behaviors, such as kissing, touching his face, rubbing his ears, and calling him “baby.”

At this moment, the young man was simply the epitome of being stubborn.

Chu Xuyu could more or less see this and didn’t want to force him anymore. However, due to his possessive desire, his lips covered Jiang Tian’s thin lips again, accompanied by even more excessive actions. He even stretched his hand into the oversized T-shirt—

And then wantonly and willfully touched the young man’s firm and sexy abdominal muscles.

Jiang Tian’s pupils contracted: “?!?”

The man’s palm was as hot as an iron stove, burning his muscles and causing them to contract and twitch slightly, appearing inexperienced and innocent to the extreme.

At this moment, his tongue was wantonly stirred, flexibly entwined, and the sensation of being touched on his abdomen was infinitely magnified.

Even though Jiang Tian was usually mild-tempered, his competitive spirit was inadvertently aroused, and he unconsciously wanted to resist this suppressed feeling.

—Perhaps his whole body was enjoying this pleasure, except for his mouth.

The young man’s kiss was not strong, but he was no longer restrained, making Chu Xuyu narrow his long eyes, his breath stagnant, and the strength in his hands increasingly heavier.

They kissed from the entrance to the master bedroom. Along the way, there were sneakers and leather shoes that had been rubbed off, the dull sound of colliding with the door frame, the messy sheets on the big bed… and the ambiguous atmosphere that was entangled.

Until Chu Xuyu’s hand explored downward, Jiang Tian’s reaction was not small. He suddenly turned over, letting the ambiguous atmosphere spread, but shook his head from a superior position: “Ge.”

“This really won’t do.”

“…”

Chu Xuyu sat up straight, his chest heaving uncontrollably, his heavy panting unable to subside, “How do you plan to solve this?”

He said this.

Jiang Tian was completely embarrassed, clenching his fists, his handsome face flushed as he said, “I can endure it.”

Chu Xuyu supported himself with one arm on the bed, praising him, “Really impressive.”

Jiang Tian didn’t show any sarcastic or resentful emotions. Seeing the gaze he cast, as if urging him to do something bad, he heard that extremely sexy voice in his ear: “Really don’t need help?”

Jiang Tian: “…”

For such overstepping actions, he didn’t hesitate, but was thinking about how to persuade the other party to give up the idea.

After a pause, Jiang Tian was pulled by Chu Xuyu again, changing to a position where he was pressed underneath. He could only helplessly call out: “…Chu-Ge.”

The young man didn’t say much, as if he was unconsciously acting coquettishly, begging him to let him go.

“Hmm?”

Chu Xuyu leaned down to kiss him, lightly like a dragonfly touching the water, so gentle: “I want to help you.”

Jiang Tian bit his lip tightly. Under the light, his eyes seemed to be misty, looking pitiful.

Chu Xuyu’s lips lingered to his ear. Restraining his surging desire, he whispered, “I don’t mean to sleep with you.”

Jiang Tian looked at the ceiling and sighed silently. After all, he had also heard a famous saying on the internet: “I just rub against it and don’t go in.”

There was no way he could accept being the one below.

Not to mention how far away it was. As a student who had just graduated from high school, even though he had once deceived the other party online, out of a sense of compensation, the maximum extent he could accept was only kissing.

Seeing him silent, any normal person would feel disappointed.

Chu Xuyu didn’t blame him. Known in the circle as a hot-tempered president, he treated him like a treasure, kissing the side of the startled little puppy’s face: “Go take a shower.”

That was the first place he had kissed on the cheek.

When he came to his senses, Chu Xuyu had already entered the bathroom. Jiang Tian didn’t dare to think about what he was doing inside. He had already escaped back to another bedroom, standing there in a lost soul.

If it weren’t for the explosive messages in the group, Jiang Tian might have stood until dawn. After a while, he took out his phone and saw everyone asking him how much good stuff he had bought.

KIRA: I’ve bought everything.

KIRA: I still have work to deal with.

KIRA: I’ll contact you later.

He was not only avoiding the voices from the outside world but also wanted to escape from himself. He sat down on the chair as if he had lost his soul, constantly asking himself how he had developed to this point with Chu Xuyu. The young man’s fingers were slender, pressing against his aching temples. He gradually realized that something was wrong. Since he could accept kissing, it showed that his feelings for Chu Xuyu might not be just guilt.

“Do I like this mature type of man?” This thought was too dangerous. Just a few seconds ago, he said he was busy, but he immediately clicked on Zhao Yuanhao’s private chat and sent a crying emoji of Ji Yi.

Zhao: What’s wrong?

Zhao: Could it be that President Chu wants to forcefully have his way?

KIRA: … Who can understand the visual impact those five words brought to him?

Jiang Tian almost threw his phone away. He stabilized his breathing and typed with both hands, but before he could organize his words, the old expert on the other side had already given a targeted analysis.

Zhao: I really can’t imagine you as the bottom.

Zhao: Let me tell you secretly.

Zhao: My partner also wanted to be the top, but after trying once, he became honest.

KIRA: ?!

Can this kind of privacy be casually shared with him?

Zhao: What’s the big deal?

Zhao: Ah-Tian, you’re just too naive, otherwise Qiao Zai wouldn’t dare to hide anything from you.

KIRA: Hmm?

Zhao: He was doing nude chats with people online.

Zhao: It’s way more explosive than ours.

Zhao: Tao Jiji covering his forehead and laughing.jpg

KIRA: ………

So that’s why he was hiding it from me.

Jiang Tian felt his worldview crumbling, as if everyone around him were experienced while he alone was stuck in the beginner’s village.

Not only that, but he had also encountered someone as skilled and ruthless as Chu Xuyu. The way this man kissed suggested he had extensive romantic experience. Maybe he was just an inexperienced fish in Chu Xuyu’s aquarium.

Thinking about this, Jiang Tian sighed heavily, wanting to take a shower to suppress the chaotic thoughts in his mind.

However, just as he was about to put his phone on the table to charge, Zhao Yuanhao sent a few more messages, pushing his barely stabilized mood to the brink of cracking.

Zhao: Ah-Tian.

Zhao: Haven’t you seriously considered it?

Zhao: First, the leader’s appearance matches your aesthetic. Second, he can be tolerant and take care of you. He is very mature and charming, unlike our peers at this stage.

Zhao: Isn’t this the type of person you like?

Jiang Tian was slightly stunned.

Not only were there discussions among his teammates, but there were also many posts on the school forum speculating about what kind of partner he would end up with.

Some guessed it would be a top academic achiever, while others thought it might be a wealthy young lady. Later, as his sexual orientation was privately discussed, no one dared to make wild guesses. He seemed like a lone wolf chosen by heaven, indifferent to humans!

Until now.

Even if he was tough on the outside, Jiang Tian suddenly realized that perhaps due to his character, he had always shouldered the responsibility of taking care of himself alongside his sister. Without reliable elders, he inherently enjoyed Chu Xuyu’s care.

Whether this was love or not, Jiang Tian couldn’t confirm. He only knew that he didn’t dislike the intimacy, as kissing Chu Xuyu felt quite comfortable.

Half an hour later.

In the bathroom, Chu Xuyu stepped out of the bathtub, put on his bathrobe, and combed back his dark hair, revealing his sharp eyebrows even more.

He went to the living room to get a bottle of Paris water. From a distance, he noticed that Jiang Tian hadn’t closed his bedroom door.

This gesture was undoubtedly a warm invitation.

Chu Xuyu unscrewed the bottle cap and lazily walked towards his room. Leaning against the door, he saw that the young man had also taken a shower and changed into cotton pajamas. He was holding up his phone, taking pictures of the rice and signed photos arranged on the bed.

Click.

Click.

Jiang Tian took several photos and sent them to the group. Turning sideways, he noticed Chu Xuyu, who had suddenly appeared behind him.

“……!”

He wasn’t exactly scared, but the look of surprise on his face was quickly suppressed, replaced by a calm expression that revealed nothing. “Chu-Ge.”

“What’s the matter?”

Chu Xuyu: “Can’t I come to you without any reason?”

Hearing this, Jiang Tian put away his phone and honestly waited for him to continue. Without waiting for an invitation, the man entered the bedroom. “Would you like to visit Peking University tomorrow?”

“Okay.”

Jiang Tian pretended as if they hadn’t kissed, his mental resilience strong enough to subtly smile and say, “Together?”

Chu Xuyu raised his eyebrows in surprise: “Sure.”

As he approached, Jiang Tian exuded a refreshing sea salt fragrance, which made Chu Xuyu involuntarily take a deep breath. He was even more charming than when they were at the entrance. “Did you bring your own shower gel?”

“…Yes.”

Jiang Tian turned his face away, tidying up the items on the bed, and calmly said, “I’m more used to using my own.”

This behavior might be a manifestation of a spiritual obsession with cleanliness.

As he bent down to pick up the anime rice, the edge of the big bed sank slightly. The man’s palm came over, and his warm body approached his back. Leaning down, he said, “Do you think I’ve had many relationships?”

Jiang Tian’s fingertips trembled, and he almost didn’t hold the item in his hand steady.

Taking advantage of his lack of defense, Chu Xuyu’s lips ambiguously brushed against his ear, as if he had been planning to please him for a long time. “Baby.”

“You guessed wrong.”

Jiang Tian paid no attention to anything else and suddenly turned around. At a close distance, he faced those dark eyes. “Why did you say this to me, Ge?”

“Hmm.”

Chu Xuyu used his gaze to outline the young man’s face, which was handsome and distant. He realized that he truly liked him to an irredeemable extent. “You can ask me.”

At this moment, Jiang Tian’s heartbeat was like a drum, as if he could anticipate what kind of conversation was about to take place.

Those eyes were as profound as a vortex, with a kind of fatal attraction. As the man approached, he didn’t retreat but focused on stabilizing his breathing.

Then.

Chu Xuyu’s low and lazy voice entered his ears, making him widen his eyes and temporarily blocking all his senses.

“My first kiss was also with you.”

Breathing heavily, Chu Xuyu didn’t dare to speak too forcefully, afraid of scaring him away. “Before I met you, I had been single for years, and there were no messy bed partners around me.”

“Baby.”

“Are you willing to give it a try with me?”

Buzz.

His mind went blank for a moment.

Jiang Tian stood stiffly in place, only hearing the chaotic sound of electricity crackling in his ears. It took a long time for him to realize the meaning of that sentence—

Could it be that Chu Xuyu wanted to have a romantic relationship with him?