Read And Be Lazy

    Chu Ya had a hard time communicating with this child, so he didn’t make a sound. He felt that it would be inconvenient to come forward, so he asked this child to come and see him, and he would always see him at dawn tomorrow. But Shen Qianqian began to talk non-stop, becoming more and more excited, and his voice became louder and louder.

     

    “I ate the black balls you gave me, and the scarf you gave me was wet and hung outside. I can wear it tomorrow, though. I brought my flower paper, as well as the glass balls. They’re all for you, all for you!”

     

    Shen Qianqian stretched out his finger and said proudly: “This is all my baby. Go find something you like. If you like it, you can take it. It’s all for you!”

     

    Chu Ya didn’t respond. Eventually, Shen Qianqian’s excitement calmed down. He stared at him again, lowered his voice and asked closely, “Are you hungry? You’re hungry. You didn’t eat the yams just now. I kept it for you.”

     

    Shen Qianqian went to take the remaining half of the sweet potato, patted it in his hand, and said regretfully: “It’s cold. The cold sweet potato is not so delicious. It is like a bean cake now. Hey, why didn’t you wake up earlier?” Hey……”

     

    Chu Ya only felt that this child was very noisy, buzzing and making noise. With that, his pain could not be condensed, floating in his chest one by one, scattered and blocked, and could not be vented.

     

    Shen Qianqian handed the yam to Chu Ya’s mouth, but Chu Ya only closed his mouth tightly, allowing the cold yam to touch his lips.

     

    “Still can’t eat it yourself?” Shen Qianqian hesitated for a moment. He then took another bite of the yam and spit it in his palm, “Okay, then let me feed you.”

     

    Chu Ya turned his gaze in disbelief, watching the small piece of sweet potato held in the child’s palm getting closer and closer to him.

     

    He didn’t even have the strength to move his fingers, but now he struggled to slowly turn his head, but Shen Qianqian leaned out of his upper body, and handed his outstretched hand to his side face: “Don’t move, I’m feeding you. If you move, I can’t feed you.”

     

    Chu Ya looked at the small piece of sweet potato and brought it to his lips for the second time, and slowly turned his head back.

     

    “Don’t you want to eat? Why wouldn’t you want to eat such a delicious sweet potato?” Shen Qianqian couldn’t understand his refusal. His face was full of puzzlement and then he made a serious expression: “You can’t skip eating. If you don’t eat, you will starve to death.”

     

    “I didn’t eat when I didn’t want to, do you know what happened next?” He looked at Chu Ya with heavy eyes, and his tone was solemn: “That’s right! As a result, I starved to death! Since then, I’ve eaten every meal so well that I haven’t starved to death.”

     

    After Shen Qianqian scared him, seeing that Chu Ya was still unmoved, he sighed helplessly and said bitterly: “What should I do? If you don’t eat and keep your mouth shut, I can only open your mouth and feed you.

     

    As he spoke, he slowly raised his other hand, and the silver-white spoon in his palm flashed with a cold light.

     

    Chu Ya stared at the spoon, and after a quick breath, he finally opened his lips and took a light bite on the half of the yam that Shen Qianqian placed against his lips.

     

    “Ahh… Did you eat it yourself? That’s good. You ate it yourself.” Shen Qianqian said with joy and relief. He couldn’t help laughing. He patiently held the half of the yam and let Chu Ya nibble on it in small bites.

     

    Chu Ya ate very slowly, and when he took a bite, he had to stop to rest. Shen Qianqian waited without urging. He kept turning the yam, turning the easy side to him.

     

    “Don’t be in a hurry. I can see that you are obviously hungry, and your mouth is white with hunger. So, you must eat well and not starve to death…… Oh, I’ll help you bite this piece. Do you want to eat this? If you do, I’ll help. If not, I’ll eat it myself.”

     

    Chu Ya ate up the half of the sweet potato. He then closed his eyes and did not take the last bite. Shen Qianqian sat down happily on the side of the cart and continued to talk.

     

    “Are you here for me? Why are you sick……”

     

    He had too many questions. Chu Ya had been tormented by constant headaches and leg pains, and he was suffocating in his chest and abdomen, so he tried to spit out a few words: “Don’t ask…… I don’t…… remember.”

     

    “You don’t remember? Have you forgotten this? So what do you remember? Do you remember giving me the black things in the welfare home and giving me a scarf?”

     

    Chu Ya replied: “All …… I don’t remember…… I forgot everything. “

     

    ” What? You’ve forgotten it all!”

     

    Shen Qianqian finally didn’t make a sound, and after a moment of reaction with his mouth half-open, he looked at Chu Ya and looked left and right. His face was full of confusion and loss.

     

    “Then you don’t remember me……” he whispered.

     

    Shen Qianqian sat there, stunned. The room finally quieted down, and Chu Ya’s ears finally got free. But he didn’t undertand Shen Qianqian’s expression. It was a little weird, so he straightened up.

     

    Shen Qianqian looked at Chu Ya eagerly: “Do you remember your name?” Remember where you lived? If you don’t remember anything, do you still want to go back to your home?”

    In the long silence, when Shen Qianqian thought that Chu Ya would not answer this time, he said in a hoarse voice: “I don’t remember…… Who am I, am I …… I don’t have a home.”

     

    Shen Qianqian held his breath, his eyes were burning and shining. Then he clenched his hands into fists and shouted with a red face: “Ah!!”

     

    He jumped up and stood on the ground, stomping something out of the air.. As if he couldn’t control the excitement in his heart, he simply walked out of the room, kicked and kicked the air indiscriminately. He then paced back and forth under the eaves with his hands behind his back.

     

    After a while, he stood up, his eyes rolling wildly. He was stunned for a while until his mouth let out a laugh.

     

    Chu Ya didn’t know what he was doing, but when he was interrupted like this, the pain swirling in his heart was washed away a little. But his body was still hot, and the pain in his legs and broken bones was still continuing.

    Shen Qianqian returned to the house, squatted on the ground happily to look at Chu Ya. He reached out to touch his forehead and touched himself again: “You have no fever.” After speaking, he went to lift the quilt on his body: “I’ll see if your feet are better.”

     

    Chu Ya only felt that the lower half of his body was cold, and he couldn’t help but look down. Hiis face was full of shock, and the whole person froze, as if he had been struck by lightning.

     

    He saw himself lying naked on the blanket, with nothing on his body. Even his underwear was missing.

    – The only thing that covers his skin is a plaster that sticks to the thighs.

     

    When Chu Ya was very young, he will not let people help him take a bath. He will not expose himself in front of others, even if he is being taken of his sister Qin and his parents.

    He was a little dazed, and for a moment he forgot to react. So he let Shen Qianqian move close on his body and take a closer look.

     

    “It’s stillswollen, but it’ll all be better tomorrow..” Shen Qianqian folded his arms and gestured: “Your legs will be fine with an ointment.”

     

    “Go away, go away.” Chu Ya let out a hoarse scolding sound, trying to push Shen Qianqian away. But as soon as he barely raised his head and shoulders, he fell down again, and there was a sharp pain from his broken bone: “——.”

     

    “Don’t move, it hurts to move around.” Shen Qianqian hurriedly pursed his mouth and blew at his broken bones. He then reassured him: “It doesn’t hurt, it won’t hurt if I blow it. Don’t cry.”

     

    A layer of cold sweat had oozed from Chu Ya’s forehead, but he gritted his teeth and said, “Where are my pants? I’ll wear it and put it on.”

    “You can’t wear your pants. It is wet and I left it outside to dry.”

    “I’ll wear it even if it’s wet”

    “But we weren’t allowed to wear wet clothes, saying that we would get sick if we wore them.”

    “I said give it to me.”

    “Nope.” Shen Qianqian squinted at him, “If you get sick a little more, the medicine will not be enough. And if the medicine is not enough, you will die.”

    Chu Ya looked at his appearance, becoming more and more angry. But he was lying here, and there was nothing he could do. So, he said: “Just give me a blanket to cover up. “

     

    Shen Qianqian took the quilt and set up Chu Ya. He sat next to him and began to take off his cotton clothes. He took off his T-shirt with a lot of effort, but he still couldn’t pull his head out.

     

    Lin Duozhi was not here, so he simply gave up. He lets his head be wrapped in a T-shirt. He only took off his corduroy cotton pants, picked up the corner of the quilt, and squeezed next to Chu Ya to lie down.

     

    “Ouch, you’re so warm, you’re warm.” Shen Qianqianmove towards Chu Ya, clinging to his arm. His voice came from under the T-shirt, with a sullen happiness.

     

    Chu Ya’s breathing had stabilized, and although he was full of sadness, he still couldn’t help asking: “Have you taken a bath?”

     

    Shen Qianqian leaned his head in his direction and pillowed on the pillow together: “I’ve washed myself. You could check if you want.”

     

    Chu Ya: “Then, what about the snot?”

     

    Shen Qianqian said: “I’m not cold, I don’t have snot. I have clothes on my face, and my runny nose can be wiped clean by clothes.”

     

    Chu Ya’s hand clenched tightly as Shen Qianqian patted him lightly on the shoulder. “It’s already night and you’re sick again. Let’s stop playing, let’s go to sleep.”

     

    As Shen Qianqian said this, he turned over to face him, looking at his silhouette without blinking through the sparse fabric of his thin T-shirt.

     

    “Can you, can you look elsewhere? Don’t look at me.” Chu Ya asked with his eyes closed.

    “You know I’m looking at you?”

    “Your hands, don’t touch my face.”

    “Oh.”

     

    Shen Qianqian withdrew the hand placed on the bridge of Chu Ya’s nose, moved it to him again, and asked in a low voice, “Do you remember your name? Do you remember who I am?”

     

    “I don’t remember.”

     

    Shen Qianqian laid in silence, not knowing what he was thinking. He suddenly spoke out after a while with contrived surprise in his voice: “Why did you forget me?” 

     

    The fabric on his face was blown up by his snort, and his breathing was a little short and nervous: “My name is Shen Qianqian. Your name is Shen Meow. You are my brother, I am your brother.”

     

    Chu Ya took a deep breath.

     

    After Shen Qianqian finished saying this, hia next words became very smooth and began to gush: “You have to remember. Don’t forget, you like me. You give me delicious black balls and a scarf. You also said that I am your favorite brother. In the welfare home, there was a shell man named Wang Zhusheng who scolded me for being a bed bug in the cafeteria, so you ran over and grabbed him and threw him aside.”

     

    “If you scold my brother, I’ll kill you.” Shen Qianqian suddenly said with his voice becoming fierce. He then explained to Chu Ya gently.

     

    “I caught him stealing but the others said I was a thief, so Wang Zhusheng chased me to the backyard of the welfare home, and I  hid in a small hole. Wang Zhusheng and his brother took an iron rod to guard there, no, you took an iron rod to guard there.”

     

    Shen Qianqian was about to finish speaking. His tone then became fierce: “As long as I catch you, I will stab you in one, two, or three!” He touched Chu Ya’s arm again and said gently: “I’m still learning from you, not saying that I want to stab people for real.”

     

    Chu Ya had no expression, and after Shen Qianqian finished, he approached him and whispered, “Isn’t that it?” Do you like me very much?

     

    Chu Ya closed his eyes, and Shen Qianqian  asked, “Are you listening? Are you going to sleep?”

     

    “Hmm.”

     

    Shen Qianqian couldn’t hold back his excitement, reached out and touched his forehead: “Huh? You don’t have a fever, do you? Then you must continue sleeping.”

     

    “Shen meow, Shen meow……” Shen Qianqian whispered. Although he closed his eyes, his mouth was still muttering: “If you wake up and I’m still sleeping, don’t run, Don’t drill the hole in the wall, don’t drill the ……”

     

    Chu Ya listened to his voice getting quieter and quieter, and only hoped that he could fall asleep soon so that he could think about the whole thing quietly. He also needs to check out the spiritual domain.

     

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