MFMBSA 33

Chapter 33 – Don’t Look

 

The wards of the private hospital did not smell of disinfectant or various medicines, and the heating maintained a constant indoor temperature. Qi Xi had been in there for so long that he even forgot that this was a ward.

 

The saliva still on his lips were cooled by the air, and they no longer had the scalding temperature from being sucked by Fu Yanchuan. He looked at Fu Yanchuan and gently pursed his lower lip. He then approached Fu Yanchuan and asked : “Do you like it?”

 

Fu Yanchuan didn’t move anywhere. Qi Xi grabbed his hand, and his palm felt warm through the fabric of the hospital gown. Qi Xi was so close that he could bite his lip when he opened his mouth. He knew what Qi Xi was talking about but still feigned ignorance. He deliberately asked: “What should I like?”

 

Qi Xi’s cheeks turned red as if they were ripe. He took a deep breath and replied in a mosquito-like voice: “You know, do you like to rub me -“

 

Fu Yanchuan didn’t hear the next words clearly. He laughed very briefly and didn’t say anything. Qi Xi looked up at him at a loss. His hand that Qi Xi held down finally moved. He held Qi Xi’s neck once again and then penetrated Qi Xi’s throat.

 

Qi Xi let out a soft whimper, holding him with both hands and trembling gently, like a baby animal in the world that can only survive by clinging to him. It was so good that it made a certain someone feel distressed and have evil thoughts in his heart.

 

“Qi Xi.”

 

He suddenly called Qi Xi’s name and waited until Qi Xi opened his eyes before continuing to ask: “Do you like it?”

 

Qi Xi was so bullied that he replied aggrievedly, “What should I like?”

 

“like me–“

 

Fu Yanchuan suddenly paused mid-sentence, and Qi Xi’s heart skipped a beat. Then Fu Yanchuan leaned against his ear and continued, “Touch you like this.”

 

In an instant, Qi Xi discarded what suddenly popped up in his mind. He stood up and hid his face in Fu Yanchuan’s chest before saying, “How can I have the nerve to answer this question?”

 

Fu Yanchuan was still wearing a strict suit. He was sitting on the ward with one leg bent on it. Qi Xi was leaning in front of him with his legs stretched across the other side of the bed.

 

He suddenly grabbed Qi Xi’s waist and placed him in the space where his legs were bent. Qi Xi leaned on his chest and instinctively hugged his waist because of the sudden movement, complaining to him, “What are you doing?”

 

Fu Yanchuan lowered his head just right next to Qi Xi’s ear and breathed into it, “You haven’t said whether you like it or not.”

 

Qi Xi was embarrassed to answer and could only look at Fu Yanchuan, but Fu Yanchuan’s words seemed like he had to answer. He lowered his eyes and hesitated about what to do. But then he saw his thing standing and hardening.

 

He realized something soon after and raised his head suddenly. Sure enough, Fu Yanchuan followed his gaze and stared at his hands.

 

He had read comics, but they were all covered with obstructions. He had also found some human bodies to draw, but nothing in this state was so direct to the eyes. During the few times he did it, he didn’t dare to look carefully. He always felt that it was like an indescribable monster that he couldn’t look directly at.

 

In an instant, it was like a flying monkey swooping over his head. He quickly pulled off the hem of his clothes to cover himself and folded his whole body down to block Fu Yanchuan’s view.

 

“Don’t look!”

 

Fu Yanchuan didn’t understand what happened suddenly. His hand was pinned down and froze. Qi Xi forcefully opened his hand and squirmed out from the crook of his leg like a caterpillar. Then he curled up and hid himself on the pillow.

 

He stared at him without moving. Qi Xi suddenly moved his eyes to look at him and said: “It doesn’t look good, so don’t look at it. “

 

Fu Yanchuan faced Qi Xi, who was like a turtle retracting into its shell. He moved over to take away the pillow, then caught the escaped person. He leaned down and said, “I touched it, so why can’t I look at it?”

 

Qi Xi’s mind was still in shock. He was caught and wanted to escape, but Fu Yanchuan held him firmly. He blurted out, “Only perverts would say that. If you act like this, I won’t be your substitute. Why don’t you go and see your firsy love instead?”

 

Fu Yanchuan’s upper hand suddenly held Qi Xi’s chin. With that, he faced Qi Xi’s red eyes, whether from shyness or anger, he once again ordered the person below him and said in a hoarse voice: “Don’t move, or I’ll ask you to go to the mirror and see clearly.”

 

Qi Xi was really wronged. Although Fu Yanchuan didn’t look angry, he felt it. Fu Yanchuan would comfort him when he wasn’t angry.

 

He obediently stayed still and stopped talking. He felt that he was just a substitute. Fu Yanchuan had originally hired him to do this kind of thing, and Fu Yanchuan could do whatever he wanted to him.

 

But he thought that Fu Yanchuan had been so kind and gentle to him before, and he felt even more aggrieved. He didn’t want to be Fu Yanchuan’s substitute for anything, and he didn’t want to lose Fu Yanchuan’s tenderness.

 

Suddenly his tears welled up uncontrollably and he sniffed uncomfortably.

 

“Why are you crying? Does it hurt?”

 

Fu Yanchuan also felt that he was overreacting. He stood up and wiped Qi Xi’s tears, but the more he wiped them, the more he cried. As if he had done something unjust, he pressed forward and kissed him with peach blossom eyes. In the corner of his eyes, he licked away a tear and promised, “If you don’t want me to see it, I won’t look at it. Don’t cry.”

 

Qi Xi sniffed again and said in a thin and hoarse voice: “Hurry up.”

 

Fu Yanchuan couldn’t believe why someone made him want to laugh and feel distressed at the same time. He pulled the quilt over to cover him. He then kissed his Adam’s apple, biting his lips and asked, “Is this okay?”

 

Qi Xi’s face suddenly turned red again. Fu Yanchuan smiled softly and kissed him again, leaving no chance for him to think about what he said.

 

Finally, he let go of Qi Xi and went to get the paper, but Qi Xi pushed him away, hid in the bathroom, and locked the door.

 

There was a mirror in the bathroom. When Qi Xi saw himself in the mirror, the scene that Fu Yanchuan was talking about popped up in his mind. He was forced to stand in front of the mirror by Fu Yanchuan, and he had to see himself clearly

 

What a shame!

 

Qi Xi became angry with Fu Yanchuan in his imagination and squatted in a corner where he couldn’t see the mirror, but he couldn’t stop imagining the picture in his mind. His face was so red that it looked like blood was about to leak out.

 

He hates Fu Yanchuan so much, how can he be like the one in the comics!

 

Fu Yanchuan, who had obviously never done anything, wiped his hands and stood in front of the bathroom door for a long time without hearing the sound of water or any other movement. He called out worriedly, “Qi Xi?”

 

Qi Xi did not answer. He reflected on himself for the first time, and then said: “I just said that I would not do that. Open the door and let me in, or you come out.”

 

Fu Zhenrong walked to the door, opened the ward door and heard Fu Yanchuan’s voice. He thought he was hallucinating. He had been Fu Yanchuan’s father for 28 years and had never heard Fu Yanchuan talk to anyone like this.

 

Fu Yanchuan suddenly turned around. Qi Xi’s condition had stabilized. No one inside him dared to open the door and come in. Looking over his shoulder, he saw that Fu Zhenrong was not surprised. He turned around and walked to the door, blocking Fu Zhenrong from the door.

 

Fu Zhenrong laughed when he saw Fu Yanchuan refusing to let him in, “I heard you are staying here all night, I thought it was a lie?”

 

“It seems like you really like him.”

 

“If it’s about Fu Yuejiang, the person who forced him to go was not me, but himself.”

 

Fu Zhenrong breathed a sigh of relief, “You have already bought the air tickets for him, and you are saying it’s not you? He is your brother, and your surname is Fu. Have I ever taught you to kill your own relatives?”

 

In fact, Fu Yuejiang can go to other countries when he gets there. His hands are not that long abroad. He can’t stop Fu Yuejiang wherever he goes.

 

Both Fu Zhenrong and Fu Cong knew very well that he just pointed out a dead end to Fu Yuejiang. Originally, Fu Yuejiang was still alive, but he pointed out that Fu Yuejiang might really not want to live anymore.

 

Fu Yanchuan stared at Fu Zhenrong and replied: “You never taught me. You only taught me to do whatever it takes when facing immeasurable interests.”

 

“What do you want to say?”

 

Fu Zhenrong had never been spoken to by Fu Yanchuan in such a tone before, and he said angrily: “Immeasurable benefit? What is it? That one inside, what benefits has he brought to you? Who are you going to deal with at any cost? Me?”

 

Fu Yanchuan remained motionless and didn’t speak. Fu Zhenrong suddenly smiled at him, “You did it for Qin Hui, an outsider, and now you do it for that midget! You have always been naive and simple. Have you forgotten me before? What did I say to you?”

 

Fu Yanchuan retorted calmly, “I will not marry a woman. As for who I will be with, it is not up to you.”

 

Fu Zhenrong really laughed this time. He didn’t care who Fu Yanchuan wanted to be with, male or female.

 

It’s just that Fu Yanchuan, as the heir to the Fu family, should leave himself an heir. This is Fu Yanchuan’s responsibility and obligation.

 

What he laughed at was the first time Fu Yanchuan had refuted him so firmly.

 

He glanced at the bathroom door inside and said to Fu Yanchuan, “You can give it a try and see if he will end up like Qin Hui in this thorny place in the Fu family.”

 

Fu Yanchuan remained silent and motionless. Fu Zhenrong glanced at him one last time, turned around and left.

 

Qi Xi was so frightened by Fu Zhenrong that he forgot to continue to be angry with Fu Yanchuan in his imagination. When he heard Fu Zhenrong’s voice, he did not dare to go out and opened the door a crack. As Fu Zhenrong happened to look, he quickly closed the door again.

 

After making sure that Fu Zhenrong was gone, he came out of the bathroom, went to Fu Yanchuan and looked out. When Fu Zhenrong was no longer visible, he asked Fu Yanchuan, “Who was that just now? Why was he so fierce?”

 

“My Father.”

 

Fu Yanchuan’s toneless words made Qi Xi stare in shock, “Did he not allow you to find a substitute? Generally speaking, this is not a good thing, and it really shouldn’t be done.”

 

Fu Yanchuan was amused, “Aren’t you angry anymore?”

 

Qi Xi looked at Fu Yanchuan’s handsome face and said forgivingly: “Can you stop looking at it in the future? Otherwise we turn off the lights, get under the quilt, or cover our eyes!”

 

“What did you see?”

 

Of course he would be embarrassed after seeing it. Qi Xi wondered why Fu Yanchuan was so shy. He asked Fu Yanchuan in disbelief, “Do you think so of yourself too?”

 

Fu Yanchuan was actually stunned by this question. He had not paid any attention to it, but he had no emotion about a part of his body whether he looked at it or not.

 

Qi Xi suddenly said with disgust

 

: “You are so perverted, you can even look at yourself!”

 

For the first time, Fu Yanchuan felt speechless in response to Qi Xi’s words.

 

Fu Yuejiang got on the plane that night. When Fu Yanchuan and Qi Xi were having dinner, his sixth uncle came.

 

His sixth uncle was the one who had the fiercest fight with Fu Zhenrong at the beginning. Now the other Fu family members just want their grandsons to succeed Fu Yanchuan as the next generation. Only his sixth uncle still wants to overthrow him and take the throne himself.

 

The reason for coming to him now must be because of Fu Yuejiang’s incident, to see if he really wants to go against Fu Zhenrong.

 

“Yanchuan, are you just eating?”

 

There is a special table for eating in the ward. In order to not make the room, the door is left open.

 

Fu Yanchuan looked up when he heard the voice. His sixth uncle was wearing casual clothes. He seemed to have arrived here on the way out for a walk. He looked at Qi Xi kindly and asked, “This little kid, are you feeling better?”

 

Qi Xi didn’t know who he was, but he looked a bit like Fu Yanchuan, and not as cruel as Fu Yanchuan’s father. He immediately felt that the other person must be a good person, and quickly replied: “My name is Qi Xi, and I am much better. Thank you, grandfather.”

 

Fu Yanchuan put down his chopsticks, stood up and blocked Qi Xi behind him. He looked at the person at the door and asked, “Uncle, you didn’t come here specifically to see Qi Xi, did you?”

 

His sixth uncle, whose name was Fu Jinshen, smiled at him twice and said, “That’s not true. I was just passing by and wanted to ask what happened to Yuejiang.”

 

Fu Yanchuan didn’t want to beat around the bush with him, so he said directly: “Uncle, do you want to consider cooperating with me?”

 

Fu Jinshen raised his eyes and stared at Fu Yanchuan without answering. Fu Yanchuan continued: “I have never chosen to be the heir of the Fu family, and I don’t want to. The sixth uncle must understand what I mean.”

 

He understood, but didn’t believe it. He smiled nonchalantly and said, “You’re getting better and better at making jokes.”

 

“I’m not kidding. You know everything about my mother, and I have never forgiven him.”

 

Qi Xi had an intuition that Fu Yanchuan was talking about something important. Just as he was about to listen carefully, Fu Yanchuan suddenly turned back to him and said, “Go to Dr. Li to get the medicine for the night. He is in the office.”

 

“Huh? Oh.”

 

Qi Xi was a little regretful that he couldn’t hear Fu Yanchuan’s important statement, but he looked at Fu Jinshen and went out.

 

Dr. Li was the doctor he came to for the first time. He already knew where the office was and ran directly there. Dr. Li said that the medicine would be delivered to them, but he didn’t think much about it and took it himself since it was here.

 

Back in the ward, Fu Jinshen was no longer there. Qi Xi didn’t pay much attention and continued to finish eating with Fu Yanchuan.

 

After someone came to collect the dishes and chopsticks, it was almost 8 o’clock. He saw Fu Yanchuan adjusting his coat and couldn’t help but ask: “Brother Yan, are you going back tonight?”

 

Fu Yanchuan hung up his coat again, stared at the obvious reluctance in Qi Xi’s eyes and asked, “Do you want me to go back?”

 

“No.”

 

Qi Xi rushed over and hugged Fu Yanchuan. Fu Yanchuan answered him, “There is no bed for me to sleep on here.”

 

“Yes!” Qi Xi looked at his hospital bed, “You can sleep in my bed, just like last night.”

 

Fu Yanchuan didn’t say anything. 

 

He quickly promised, “I will only sleep on the far side and won’t squeeze you. Please don’t leave, okay?”

 

“Not enough reason.”

 

Fu Yanchuan only replied three words to him. His mind wrinkled and he thought about it for a long time before he said frankly, “I want to sleep with you.”