MFMBSA 26

Chapter 26 – Unbearable

 

It was already dark, and the street lights that had just been turned on penetrated into the car, interweaving clear light, dark light, and shadow on Fu Yanchuan’s face. He is like an oil painting depicting loneliness in the night.

 

Qi Xi remembered that Fu Yanchuan told him that he had no friends. Now he knew that Fu Yanchuan’s only friend was gone. He thought that if Qin Hui died suddenly, he understood Fu Yanchuan’s feelings and felt very sorry for Fu Yanchuan.

 

Since he wanted to comfort Fu Yanchuan, he moved out one of his hands that was resting on Fu Yanchuan’s seat, moved towards Fu Yanchuan, grabbed the collar on Fu Yanchuan’s neck, and then touched Fu Yanchuan’s chest. His hand then slid from Yanchuan’s neck to the back of his head, and he gently rubbed Fu Yanchuan’s head like an orange cat.

 

But when Fu Yanchuan suddenly spoke, his lips seemed to rub against his. His mind didn’t realize what Fu Yanchuan was asking, but his body seemed to understand it on its own and blurted out without his thinking.

 

“Why are you asking me?”

 

“I want to hear your agreement.”

 

Qi Xi didn’t know what Fu Yanchuan wanted him to agree to. He looked at Fu Yanchuan who was so close to him that he could only see his eyes. He took the initiative to move forward and pressed Fu Yanchuan’s lips, imitating Fu Yanchuan from a closer distance. He simply said, “I agree.”

 

Fu Yanchuan suddenly smiled, but did not kiss him. Instead, he pushed him back into his seat, pulled up his seat belt and fastened it then sat back and drove.

 

His tenseness had no place to rest. He leaned against the back of the seat and glanced at Fu Yanchuan. He watched him drive for a while before asking.

 

“Aren’t you going to kiss me?”

 

Fu Yanchuan didn’t answer. He stepped on the accelerator and drove the car out of the old city. Five minutes later, they arrived at the riverside with no one around.

 

He stopped the car, lowered the seat back a little, took off his glasses, and reached out to Qi Xi before speaking , “Come here.”

 

The street lights here were brighter than in the alley just now, and the lights in the car were also turned on. Qi Xi met Fu Yanchuan’s eyes, unbuckled his seat belt, involuntarily took Fu Yanchuan’s hand, turned over the seat and fell into Fu Yanchuan’s arms.

 

There was only so much space in the car, and Fu Yanchuan didn’t lower the seat back too low, just enough for him to get in.

 

He leaned his back against the steering wheel and knelt on Fu Yanchuan’s legs. Fu Yanchuan clasped his waist with both hands and suddenly pulled him closer. His lower abdomen unexpectedly touched Fu Yanchuan’s. It was very close.

 

“Nervous?”

 

Fu Yanchuan looked at him with a low voice. He nodded as he stared at Fu Yanchuan’s lips and asked, “Are you going to kiss me now?”

 

“Don’t be afraid, there is no one here.”

 

Hearing this, Qi Xi remembered that they were outside and glanced out of the car unconsciously. Fu Yanchuan put his hand on his face and asked him to turn around. Then he moved his hand to the back of his head and held him close. It looked like he took the initiative for this kiss.

 

Fu Yanchuan touched his lips and sucked them, licking his lips back and forth like eating candy. Then he stepped back a little further and breathed on his lips to ask him.

 

“What does it feel like?”

 

Qi Xi couldn’t say anything. His chest rose and fell uncontrollably. He subconsciously licked his lips as if there was something on them and murmured in a low voice.

 

“Kiss me again.”

 

Fu Yanchuan took a deep breath and moved his palm to Qi Xi’s neck. Qi Xi’s neck was very beautiful, and even his Adam’s apple seemed to have been carefully carved. He pushed up Qi Xi’s chin and leaned over to bite it lightly. He stayed there, scraped the tips of his teeth and then gently used his tongue to soothe it before then sucking on the fair skin, leaving a mark.

 

Qi Xi obediently tilted his neck up and allowed him to move, holding his shoulders nervously with both hands, as if he didn’t know what to do.

 

He sucked along his Adam’s apple to the bottom of his jaw and ordered softly.

 

“Qi Xi, lower your head.”

 

Qi Xi obediently put his chin away, looked at him with watery eyes, and said dissatisfied: “Don’t bite me anymore.”

 

He gently wiped the beautiful Adam’s apple that had just been bitten by him, and asked deliberately: “What? Does it hurt?”

 

“It doesn’t hurt.”

 

“What is it then?”

 

Qi Xi couldn’t answer again. He didn’t know what it felt like, but Fu Yanchuan kept staring at him, as if he must answer.

 

He suddenly hugged Fu Yanchuan’s neck, like a little wolf just learning to hunt and nibbled at Fu Yanchuan’s Adam’s apple, imitating what Fu Yanchuan had just done. After biting, he gently rubbed it there with his fingertips, telling Fu Yanchuan, “Do you know now?”

 

“Um.”

 

Fu Yanchuan’s chest kept rising and falling. He suppressed the lust in his eyes and asked again, “You feel very comfortable, is that right?”

 

Qi Xi shyly glanced away from him and answered him in a voice so thin that it was almost inaudible, “A little.”

 

“Then can I do more?”

 

Before Qi Xi understood what Fu Yanchuan was going to do, Fu Yanchuan sucked on his Adam’s apple again, as if trying to suck out some of his blood from it, and he made an unbearable “ohhh” sound.

 

Fu Yanchuan finally let it go, and then used his lips and tongue to linger on his neck, applying water stains everywhere. There was no place to apply, so he finally kissed him from his Adam’s apple to his ears, and then went down to bite him. Finally, the collarbone was turned over from the chin to his lips, and he said in a calm commanding voice: “Open your mouth.”

 

He opened his lips slightly only to be tightly sealed by Fu Yanchuan. The temperature that didn’t belong to him invaded and entangled with him. The reaction of his senses made him nervous again unconsciously.

 

Fu Yanchuan noticed it and suddenly pulled himself slowly. He gently sucked off the water stains on Qi Xi’s lips and said to him: “Relax and look at me.”

 

Qi Xi looked at Fu Yanchuan with blurred eyes, and Fu Yanchuan asked him, “Are you afraid?”

 

He nodded and then shook his head. Fu Yanchuan bit his lip and said, “Don’t be afraid, I won’t hurt you.”

 

“Um.”

 

He nodded meaninglessly, and Fu Yanchuan’s other hand tightened around his waist, moving closer to him before asking him again, “Qi Xi, can I continue?”

 

“You can.”

 

Qi Xi just answered, and his lower hand pinched the softest part of Qi Xi’s waist. Qi Xi trembled slightly, and he said coaxingly: “Come closer.”

 

Qi Xi felt that he and Fu Yanchuan were about to be stuck together. He didn’t know how to get closer, but he still obediently put his arms around Fu Yanchuan’s neck and filled the last gap.

 

“Is this okay?”

 

Fu Yanchuan held Qi Xi’s neck with one hand and smiled, “Why are you so obedient?”

 

“Don’t you like an obedient substitute?”

 

Fu Yanchuan’s hand suddenly tightened and he bit Qi Xi’s lip roughly. Qi Xi was frightened by him, but he immediately became gentle. However, he invaded without asking Qi Xi’s opinion and caught him wantonly. The tongue that wants to escape has nowhere to go. It is as extreme as punishment

 

Grind on the ground.

 

Qi Xi felt that Fu Yanchuan suddenly became fierce. He held Fu Yanchuan’s hand and tried to push it away, but it had no effect. His body became beyond his control. He had no strength anywhere and could only lie on Fu Yanchuan’s body and let Fu Yanchuan play with him.

 

After two experiences, Fu Yanchuan was a little wary of Qi Xi’s reaction. He felt Qi Xi’s chest rise and fall rapidly. His palm left Qi Xi’s waist and licked the wall of Qi Xi’s mouth one last time as if to comfort him. Then he withdrew his troops and held the man in his arms, “Okay, I’ll let you go.”

 

Qi Xi was suppressed by Fu Yanchuan the moment before he lost control of his breathing. He leaned on Fu Yanchuan’s shoulder and gasped hard. Fu Yanchuan wiped away the water stains on his lips from the silver thread and gently stroked them with his palms. He asked while Qi Xi was on his chest: “Do you feel uncomfortable?”

 

“Um.”

 

Qi Xi suddenly pulled up Fu Yanchuan’s clothes to hide his face, and said in a muffled voice: “I, I almost, almost… fell in.”

 

Fu Yanchuan was startled. He thought that Qi Xi might not be sure about his own sexual orientation and might not react at all to people of the same sex.

 

He laughed inaudibly and touched Qi Xi’s exposed red ear, “Good boy, let’s continue next time.”

 

Qi Xi took a while to show his face, but asked him dissatisfiedly, “Is this enough? Aren’t we going to do something big here?”

 

Fu Yanchuan looked into Qi Xi’s eyes, which had no evil intentions, and replied in a hoarse voice: “Don’t ask me that question again next time. Sit back.”

 

Qi Xi felt that Fu Yanchuan sometimes changed his attitude very quickly. Fu Yanchuan was like a scumbag who refuses to acknowledge the kiss. He slowly got up. The place in the car was originally small, and there were all kinds of obstacles. So when he managed to  rise halfway, he then fell back.

 

Fu Yanchuan caught him, held his waist tightly and kept still. He then breathed hotly on his neck.

 

After a while, Fu Yanchuan suddenly picked him up, put him back on the passenger seat, buckled his seat belt and walked back.

 

Qi Xi suddenly grabbed Fu Yanchuan, picked up the glasses that Fu Yanchuan had taken off before, put them back on him, and said appreciatively: “I still like this kind of brother Yan best.”

 

Fu Yanchuan grabbed Qi Xi’s hand holding his glasses, put it to his lips and kissed it. He then put it back on Qi Xi, finally sat back and drove out without looking sideways.

 

After returning home, dinner had just been placed on the table. The chef left after they entered the room. Fu Yanchuan asked Qi Xi to take a shower first and then come back to eat.

 

Qi Xi disagreed, “Why? It’s still so early! I’ll wash when I go to bed.”

 

Fu Yanchuan took a step back and said, “Wash your face.”

 

“My face is not dirty.”

 

Fu Yanchuan stared at Qi Xi’s neck, which was kissed everywhere, and silently took him to the bathroom, twisting the towel to wipe his neck.

 

Qi Xi saw the faded red mark on his Adam’s apple in the mirror, and for the first time he was smart and said to him: “Brother Yan, do you think your saliva is dirty?”

 

Fu Yanchuan paused his hand, pretending he didn’t hear anything, and continued to wipe Qi Xi’s exposed skin carefully, “Let’s go eat.”

 

Qi Xi didn’t move, staring at Fu Yanchuan carefully for a while. He then suddenly moved forward and hooked his neck. He stood up on tiptoes and kissed his neck, and deliberately licked his water stains. Qi Xi then stood back and stared at that place and said : “Brother Yan, you were stained by me too.”

 

“Who did you learn this from?”

 

Fu Yanchuan grabbed Qi Xi and imprisoned him in his arms, Qi Xi blinked and said to him, “You, I’ll wipe it for you too.”

 

Qi Xi said that he was going to get the towel from Fu Yanchuan’s hand, but Fu Yanchuan refused to give it to him, so he let him go and said, “Go and eat.”

 

He found that Fu Yanchuan was a little difficult to understand sometimes, and suddenly became cold. He looked at Fu Yanchuan, wiped off the water stains on his neck with his hands and said, “I can wipe it myself.”

 

Fu Yanchuan watched Qi Xi exit the bathroom door, turned to stare at the spot in the mirror where Qi Xi had just touched, and took a deep breath.

 

After eating, Qi Xi went to paint, and Fu Yanchuan went to another vacant room. This room was originally designed as a fitness room, but he rarely stayed here for a long time before Qi Xi came. At most, he only slept at night. So this room remains empty.

 

He called Uncle Quan in his room, “Send someone over tomorrow to tidy up my empty room and make it a studio for Qi Xi.”

 

Uncle Quan was not surprised at all when he heard this order and asked Fu Yanchuan’s requirements in detail.

 

Fu Yanchuan’s eyes scanned the room for planning. Uncle Quan paused after hearing this and told him, “The chairman went to see Qi Xi today. He didn’t see him. He just took a look.”

 

After Uncle Quan finished speaking and waited for a long time, Fu Yanchuan had no other words to say. When he thought he was about to hang up, Fu Yanchuan suddenly stopped him.

 

“Sir, do you have any other orders?”

 

Uncle Quan thought he was going to tell Fu Zhenrong about visiting Qi Xi, but Fu Yanchuan actually said: “This room has been empty for too long and the air is bad. I will free up half of my study, so put Qi Xi’s studio in it.”

 

If the air is not good, wouldn’t it be ok to open a window for ventilation instead?

 

Uncle Quan failed to maintain his professionalism for a moment, his expression twitched uncontrollably, and he replied: “Okay.”

 

Qi Xi didn’t sleep well that night. Fu Yanchuan came to his room at 11 o’clock to remind him to go to bed, but when he lay on the bed, his mind couldn’t control his memory of the time in the car.

 

He rolled on the bed from left to right, then from right to left. He rolled for several hours and finally fell asleep. However, he woke up on his own without using the alarm clock early in the morning.

 

“Great Sage, I seem to have insomnia?”

 

The orange cat scratched his head with its claws. He suddenly rushed over and slapped the cat on the face. He rubbed his messy hair and went out to drink water. He happened to bump into Fu Yanchuan who was returning from a run.

 

He was so busy thinking that he didn’t sleep well, and forgot about Fu Yanchuan’s rule to dress neatly when he left the room. When he saw Fu Yanchuan, he ran over naturally, hugged Fu Yanchuan and secretly touched the abdominal muscles that he missed so much. He also pretended to not know as he asked without hesitation: “Brother Yan, you have to run every day. Is that why you have such perfect muscles? I want it too.”

 

A drop of sweat from Fu Yanchuan’s forehead slipped from the tip of his nose and landed on Qi Xi’s face, which was facing him. He reached out to wipe it off and then said, “I’ll take you to exercise next time.”

 

Qi Xi immediately showed off his invisible biceps, “No problem! What are we going to do? I want perfect muscles like you!”

 

Fu Yanchuan pinched Qi Xi’s slender arm. It was much firmer than he thought. He pressed it down and said, “Is it okay for you to do swimming?”

 

Qi Xi was embarrassed, “I’m not very good at it.”

 

“I will teach you.”

 

Qi Xi immediately stood up and bowed to Fu Yanchuan, “Okay, please give me some advice, Coach Fu!”