DYP 95

Chapter 95 – Hate

 

Luo Xingyun walked into the bathroom alone and shook off his maid uniform.

 

Black and white skirt, trimmed with lace.

 

Matching white stockings and garters, as well as a headband embellished with pearls.

 

It makes people wonder how there is such indescribable beauty in the world.

 

Luo Xingyun mustered up his courage.

 

His white-washed school uniform pants fell down and were kicked aside.

 

His slender legs then stepped into the layered skirt like a dream while its side waist zipper zips up smoothly.

 

Afterwards, he wrapped his fingers around the back of his neck and tied the black bow.

 

Luo Xingyun looked at himself in the mirror and opened his eyes again.

 

It was too narrow but it fit just right, which was a bit embarrassing, so he simply didn’t look at it.

 

Suddenly there were one or two sparse cheers outside the door, and he heard the familiar and ambiguous teasing between Shen Shuyi and Li Yu.

 

His heartbeat becomes faster.

 

——It was Pei Yan who came down.

 

His friends were all like this, tying him and Pei Yan together. Whatever one of them did, they would all fight to make the other laugh.

 

His face became slightly warm as his palm moistened.

 

After hesitating for two or three seconds, he reached for the transparent bottle beside the sink. He opened it and the clear liquid flowed down the tilted bottle into his palm.

 

He leaned forward while holding on to the sink.

 

The very short, lace-edged skirt is gently raised.

 

Luo Xingyun closed his eyes and cursed “Fuck.”

 

It was a very unfamiliar feeling, far from comfortable, which made him suspect that the study materials given by Zhang Liang were all fake.

 

But Pei Yan will like it, right?

 

He should be… very comfortable.

 

The noise outside the door became more and more intense, and someone knocked on his door: “Come out!”

 

Pei Yan whispered something, and Shen Shuyi asked everyone to put away their mobile phones. The laughter boiled and the noise became more cheerful. More people came to knock on his door.

 

This reminded Luo Xingyun of the few weddings he attended when he was a child. During the wedding, there was a bridal chamber, the bride was in the room, and someone would block the groom from entering.

 

“Block the sedan door.” This word flashed through his mind at an inappropriate time.

 

It must be too hot here, which short-circuited his thinking.

 

“What’s taking you so long?! If you don’t come out, we’ll go in!” shouted someone from outside the door.

 

“Don’t……”

 

When Luo Xingyun whimpered, he was startled.

 

He cleared his throat and tried to steady his trembling voice: “Wait for me, I’ll be fine soon.”

 

The door handle trembled.

 

Someone outside wants to come in.

 

Luo Xingyun quickly washed his hands, tidied them up, and opened the door.

 

Pei Yan was blocking the door with Su Xuxu’s cell phone. He turned around and held down the door frame, completely blocking him in.

 

The air pressure around his body is very low.

 

The first time Pei Yan laid eyes on him, his expression turned pale.

 

His dark gaze climbed up to the two gorgeous and exposed suspenders, lingered on the bow on the back of his neck for a moment, and moved away in anger.

 

It then fell on the skirt that only reached the base of the legs by surprise.

 

His pupils constricted.

 

There was no sign of heartbeat or lingering.

 

Only blood.

 

The black and red storm surged into the sky, rolling up endless rage, resentment, and jealousy.

 

He immediately hooked the door and wanted to close it firmly.

 

Luo Xingyun was dumbfounded. He never expected that he would die before he was born.

 

He grabbed Pei Yan’s wrist anxiously and looked at himself in the mirror in panic.

 

Was he too ugly?

 

Was he too ugly that Pei Yan doesn’t even want to look at him?

 

No, it won’t happen!

 

Su Xuxu saw Pei Yan blocking the boy and didn’t know what he was doing: “Where’s the maid? Where’s the maid? Come out quickly!”

 

Everyone squeezed in happily.

 

Luo Xingyun refused to close the door again.

 

Pei Yan supported the door frame with all his strength. He blocked everyone’s crowded sight with his tall body and silently endured the collision of so many people laughing, refusing to give in.

 

The masseter muscles on the side of his face were tightened, and he gritted his teeth as he stared at Luo Xingyun with red eyes.

 

There was a lot of bustle behind.

 

Inadvertently, someone bumped into the high-backed chair next to the card table.

 

The chair scraped against the floor.

 

The schoolbag hidden under the chair turned sideways.

 

The schoolbag has been used for a long time, it is old and faded. The zipper is no longer bright and has mottled tooth marks.

 

There were too many things inside, and as soon as it fell to the ground, a hole suddenly opened from above.

 

The colorful wrapping paper flowed to the ground and onto Pei Yan’s feet like a flood in an instant.

 

It was too bright like a young man’s fiery determination, stained with blood and beating wildly.

 

“Fuck!”

 

“What the hell is this!”

 

“Who! This is too wasteful!!!”

 

Su Xuxu thought of the boy who came over to play cards with his schoolbag, and her face was filled with the joy of gossiping. She then proceeded into secretly whispering the information to others, so more and more people mentioned the boy in the maid uniform.

 

“I wasn’t really interested at first, but suddenly I wanted to take a look…”

 

“We are only here for three days. Why would he bring so much?What does he really want to do for real?”

 

“Hey, you don’t want to open a store and do business here, do you? I’m willing to make the first order.”

 

“What the hell are you talking about?!” Huo Siming jumped up and punched the person with a dirty tone.

 

The commotion intensified.

 

They are all minors and know a lot, but sex is still a deep-rooted taboo.

 

Especially for omega, wanton indulgence means depravity, lewdness, and contempt.

 

Luo Xingyun looked at Pei Yan’s stunned eyes and heard the rumors behind his back. His heart grew colder by the inch.

 

Pei Yan stared at the scattered wrapping paper at his feet, but the arrogance around him calmly dissipated.

 

His heart is very light and soft.

 

With just a dull pain.

 

He looked up and then saw Luo Xingyun crying.

 

A tear ran down the side of his face.

 

Like a drop of transparent liquid, slowly flowing down his white calf.

 

Luo Xingyun stood there and said to him silently——

 

“I beg you.”

 

Pei Yan silently closed the door.

 

“Who dares to want this kind of omega…” Su Xuxu chuckled softly from behind.

 

Some people asked anxiously: “Whose is this bag? I have no impression at all!”

 

“Mine.” Pei Yan said.

 

He lowered his head to pick up the wrapping paper one by one, threw it into his schoolbag, zipped it up naturally, and threw it over his shoulder.

 

He took his coat again, entered the door, wrapped Luo Xingyun tightly from head to toe, carried him upstairs, and covered his face with his chest.

 

A place of shock was left behind.

 

“Didn’t you ask who is the boy who went in was? What’s his relationship with Pei Yan?” Shen Shuyi put down his gold-rimmed glasses and glanced coldly at the dumbfounded Su Xuxu aside, “He is Luo Shen, you should have heard that before passing his rumors.”

 

“As you can see, he is Brother Pei’s omega.”

 

Huo Siming was so angry that he paced back and forth in the corridor.

 

Shen Shuyi brought him ice cubes and put it on his face.

 

Huo Siming kept shouting: “It hurts, it hurts!”

 

Li Yu: “You are too good, you can’t even beat a beta.”

 

“You still have the nerve to say that!” Huo Siming was furious, “Who are the people you called?!”

 

Li Yu originally wanted to say that they were all their friends from elementary school and junior high school, but Shen Shuyi gave him a sideways glance and swallowed it.

 

He and Su Xuxu were roommates in junior high school, and he thought she was very kind and gentle. A stubborn person like him can’t tell the difference between green tea, green tea bitch, and bitch.

 

Seeing his brother Pei wandering outside the door and unable to knock on Old Luo’s door, he finally realized the seriousness of the matter and went downstairs to drive the person next door. After such a quarrel, the two parties will no longer be able to play together.

 

Huo Siming saw that the alpha team next door had finally done something about it, and he was a little relieved. But when he saw Pei Yan trying to knock on the door, he still stopped him firmly: “Hey! Brother Feng already knows! Stay away from our old Luo!”

 

As soon as the incident happened, he called Luo Feng.

 

When he thought about what was in that bag, his scalp went numb. He must’ve known that this three-day trip on New Year’s Day was essentially a feast of sea and sky, so he shouldn’t had brought Old Luo!

 

Pei Yan did not defend himself and stepped aside.

 

In the room, Luo Xingyun was holding his mobile phone and was being criticized by Luo Feng.

 

Luo Feng was furious: “What’s going on with you guys? I’ve only been away for a week! If he acts like this, I’m going to apply for quarantine!”

 

“He didn’t buy it.” Luo Xingyun said dullly, “I bought it.”

 

Luo Feng: “…?”

 

Luo Feng: “What’s wrong with you, Luo Xingyun? Do you know how old you are this year? Are you not clear about whether you have completely differentiated yourself?! How can I let you guys live like this?!”

 

Luo Xingyun was scolded and tried to make the matter as minor as possible: “He was angry, I was just impulsive…”

 

Luo Feng raised his voice: “What is he angry with you about? Is there anything about you that he is not satisfied with and wants to be angry with you?”

 

In Luo Feng’s heart, Luo Xingyun is the best little boy in the world. There is nothing wrong with him. If Pei Yan is not satisfied, then he can die.

 

The interrupted Luo Xingyun ignored Luo Feng’s unreasonable excuse and continued: “I’m afraid that he will break up with me, so…”

 

Luo Feng reminded him: “Licking a dog will lead to a bad death.”

 

Luo Xingyun touched his nose.

 

Luo Feng: “High A-value alphas are indeed paranoid, emotionally sensitive, and prone to negative emotions. Don’t take his every reaction seriously, just let him go. If he wants to break up, break up with him, and just find someone better. You do not have to spoil him.”

 

Luo Xingyun: “But I like him.”

 

Luo Feng hated the fact that iron could not become steel, so he taught him to learn how other omegas exalted themselves.

 

After Luo Feng finished scolding his brother, he called Pei Yan to scold him.

 

Luo Feng: “You are the one who chases us, you are the one who came to our house to beg me. I believe you and leave him to your care, and you take care of him like this?!”

 

Pei Yan’s voice also became hoarse, with a crying tone: “It’s my fault. I lost my temper and had a bad attitude.”

 

Luo Feng: “Luo Xingyun is a good-natured child. He is very considerate and sensible. I have never heard anyone say anything bad about him. If you even have to quarrel with him, then you should find another omega “

 

Pei Yan accepted the order and said, “Yes, I will change my behaiviour.” After a pause, he added, “I’m not going to look for another omega.”

 

Luo Feng’s anger subsided a little and he said sincerely: “He has had low self-esteem since he was a child and has a please-like personality. If you lose your temper, he will feel very uncomfortable and blame himself. He will feel that there is something wrong with him and try his best to please you. TBetween two people, there will sometimes be friction when getting along. You are an alpha and you are a little older than him. You have to take the initiative to communicate with him and don’t let him think about it alone. You keep saying how much you like him, so why are you treating him badly and making him feel uncomfortable.”

 

“I see. I understand.”

 

Shen Shuyi and Huo Siming were delighted to see Pei Yan being scolded. They did not expect that their brother Pei would behave like this in front of their uncle.

 

Luo Feng snapped at Pei Yan and said, “You two are emotionally unstable right now, so don’t contact him for the time being. Wait until your sanity is more stable, and then you can coax him. If you let me know that you make him cry in the future, you won’t be able to sleep. I’ll be coming to take my brother!”

 

After hanging up the phone, Pei Yan pressed his eyebrows, his mind filled with Luo Feng’s words:

 

——You keep saying how much you like him, so why are you treating him badly and making him feel uncomfortable.

 

Luo Xingyun was detained remotely by Luo Feng, and Huo Siming received the order to supervise him.

 

Pei Yan took a step forward, and Huo Siming cautiously grabbed the broom and blocked the door: “Hey, don’t come, don’t come!”

 

Pei Yan said a few words through the door panel and left.

 

Shen Shuyi looked at Pei Yan’s bleak back: “You don’t have to be so jealous.”

 

Huo Siming was shocked: “Didn’t you see the prohibited items in Old Luo’s schoolbag? He is simply a devil!”

 

Shen Shuyi vaguely knew that this was not the case at all: “Don’t worry, it’s okay.”

 

Huo Siming snorted: “Anyway, he can’t do anything as long as I’m here.”

 

Shen Shuyi saw that Huo Siming really wanted to be on duty at the door of Luo Xingyun’s room, and thought: “You don’t like Old Luo, do you?”

 

Huo Siming let out a loud sigh, cursed, and sat down cross-legged: “This thing really annoyed me after he turned into an omega.” He pointed to the wound on his forehead, “My head hurts from the inside out – hurry up and get rid of it. I’ll switch him and bring him back if I could.”

 

Shen Shuyi laughed.

 

Although Huo Siming cursed a lot, he was very kind to his friends.

 

The friends he made were also very cute, just like him.

 

Luo Xingyun did math alone in the room for a while, ate the barbecue brought by Pei Yan, and then took a nap. When he woke up, it was almost midnight.

 

Tomorrow is New Year’s Day, and they have to keep it until midnight tonight. There was still noise downstairs, and the sound was louder than the other, as if everyone was drunk.

 

After a while, someone went upstairs and knocked on his door: “Old Luo! Old Luo!”

 

Luo Xingyun got up and raised his furry head: “What?”

 

“Are you able to do physical work?” Shen Shuyi walked through the door carrying the drunken and crazy Ding Mofan. “Brother Pei is drunk and randomly releases pheromones. No one can get close to him. Can you help him back to his room?”

 

Huo Siming held Ding Mofan’s other arm: “Old Luo, don’t listen to his nonsense! He is the wingman of that pervert!”

 

Luo Xingyun, wearing gray-white cotton house pants, pushed aside Huo Siming and went downstairs.

 

Downstairs, cups and plates were in a mess, smoke filled the air, and people were drunk in twos and threes. Pei Yan was the only one sitting on the sofa, with no one around.

 

Luo Xingyun looked at Pei Yan who has an elegant posture and a cigarette burning at his fingertips, and suspiciously asked Shen Shuyi who went downstairs to continue moving people: “Is he not drunk?”

 

Pei Yan put the cigarette in the ashtray and raised his eyes: “I’m drunk.”

 

Luo Xingyun looked at him carefully and found that his eyes were a little droopy. When he wanted to take a closer look, he closed his eyes silently.

 

After five seconds, his head suddenly tilted and the connection was completely disconnected.

 

Luo Xingyun felt as if he had been scratched by a kitten. He couldn’t help but think he was cute. He stepped forward lightly and pushed his shoulder: “Wake up.”

 

Pei Yan opened his eyes, looked him up and down, and smiled brightly: “You’re here!”

 

He is usually quite cold, young and mature, but even when he is with Luo Xingyun, he has more of a deep and restrained joy, rather than such an obviously happy expression.

 

Luo Xingyun looked at this sweet smile, and his mood was infected. He blinked: “Yes, I’m here.”

 

Pei Yan held his hand and shook it: “Are you coming to take me home?”

 

Shen Shuyi next door burst into laughter.

 

Luo Xingyun coaxed him in a low voice, embarrassedly: “Yes.”

 

Pei Yan: “I can’t get up, can you carry me?”

 

Huo Siming carried a drunkard and yelled: “Old dog Pei, are you for real? You are 1.85 meters tall and weigh more than 140 kilograms…”

 

Luo Xingyun turned around obediently: “It is okay.”

 

But before he could squat down, Pei Yan grabbed his hands behind his back.

 

Pulling him in front of him, his forehead rested on the center of his thin butterfly bone.

 

Like catching a little butterfly.

 

The smell of the deep sea forest entangled itself unscrupulously, and a low and hoarse voice penetrated his mind close to his chest: “Yunyun.”

 

Luo Xingyun’s heart beats a little, feeling a little sour.

 

In fact, after half a day, he didn’t feel too uncomfortable anymore.

 

Whether he wears women’s clothing to please others or is willing to sacrifice himself to make Pei Yan comfortable, these are all unbelievable things in the eyes of others, but he does them naturally.

 

Even if others think he is contemptuous, he will be like that.

 

In front of Pei Yan, he had no self-esteem.

 

As long as he can make Pei Yan like him a little more, he will do anything.

 

At that time, he felt uncomfortable and cried, but it was just because he was self-defeated.

 

Not only did he make Pei Yan look ugly, but he also spilled the things he brought all over the floor, which was a social death. He was afraid that Pei Yan would be like those people and think that he was not a serious person.

 

Then they will have no future.

 

Compared with that result, the intimacy that Pei Yan held tightly was like the fireworks lighting up outside the window, with a bit of joy as the clouds cleared and the moon shone brightly.

 

But he also knew that this joy was also tainted with cold humility.

 

Shen Shuyi asked him to come down and move Pei Yan since was drunk again. Luo Xingyun wouldn’t believe it if he said they didn’t mean anything.

 

This is a remote suburb, there are no adults, and the beds are luxurious and soft.

 

He was restrained in front of Pei Yan, and he just waited quietly for him to ask for sex.

 

But after Pei Yan shouted, he fell silent.

 

The thin T-shirt he was wearing slowly became wet.

 

Luo Xingyun realized later that Pei Yan seemed to be crying…?

 

Shen Shuyi and Huo Siming moved everyone away, and the room on the second floor erupted with laughter. There were more and more fireworks outside the window, making it very lively.

 

“Luo Xingyun.” Pei Yan called his name softly out of sight, “I hate you.”

 

Luo Xingyun was stunned: “Why?”

 

The alpha, who was always very strong, hid behind him and told him in a tearful tone——

 

“I hate that you’re scared of me.”

 

“I hate it when you dislike me.”

 

“I hate that you don’t care about me even though you know I’m not satisfied with my desires.”

 

“I hate it when people seduce me in front of you but you don’t say anything.”

 

“I hate it when people don’t know you’re mine, just like they don’t know I’m yours.”

 

“I hate it when others give you orders without respect.”

 

“I hate it when you do what girls say.”

 

“I hate it when you wear women’s clothing in front of others. You can only wear it for me.”

 

“I hate it when you get hurt.”

 

“I hate it when you cry.”

 

“I hate it when you’re so careful to please me even though you’re scared.”

 

“I hate…many, many things.”

 

Pei Yan pressed Luo Xingyun’s back and clasped his hands tightly, crying freely.

 

“But I like you…”

 

“I like you very much…”

 

He is very sensitive and paranoid.

 

Luo Xingyun said that he was too old to have sex with him, and if it were others, they would probably take it as a compliment and go around praising him.

 

But he will take it seriously and treat it as a very important matter.

 

He knew he wouldn’t believe he said these when he was drunk, but he couldn’t help it.

 

He sat there and watched him all night, thinking about it all night.

 

——Why can’t I get close to you even though I try so hard?

 

However, what is beyond his reach can be easily possessed by others.

 

When Luo Xingyun came out wearing women’s clothes, he almost went crazy.

 

Why is this so?

 

Why do you dress like this for others to see?

 

You’re obviously mine, mine alone…

 

Every sight that fell on him was enough to kill him a thousand times or ten thousand times.

 

It took all his strength to restrain himself from gouging out those malicious eyes.

 

“I will slowly change myself.”

 

A hot tear fell into Luo Xingyun’s hand.

 

“Do not leave Me.”

 

Luo Xingyun moved.

 

Pei Yan refused to let go at first, but he persisted, and he obediently let go.

 

Luo Xingyun turned around, knelt on the sofa, and sat on his legs.

 

A handsome young man who has been drunk and cried, and is more attractive than usual.

 

“This is the first time I know that you have such a long list of dislikes.” His fingers gently inserted into his hair, “If these are all the things that annoys you in this life, then you must be in a terrible mood – monitor, are you this unhappy every day?”

 

They are very close.

 

Pei Yan was about to kiss and murmured: “No. I also have… very happy times.”

 

“What do you like? Tell me.”

 

“I like that you are coaxing me as seriously as you are now.” Pei Yan said softly and slowly, “I like that you are asking me what I am thinking in a gentle voice.”

 

He held his face with slightly cold hands and kissed his brow bone: “Okay. What else?”

 

Pei Yan looked towards the bathroom, remembering the two thin belts tying up a thin waistline, and put his arms around his waist, with a blush on his pale face: “I like you dressed like that. You were very beautiful.”

 

Luo Xingyun was surprised, then chuckled: “…Really?”

 

“But the maid outfit doesn’t suit you very well.” Pei Yan held him carefully and looked at the mobile phone beside him. “I spent the whole afternoon choosing. If you like to wear pretty little skirts, these are the best.”

 

The phone screen lights up.

 

Luo Xingyun glanced at it and then withdrew his gaze in shame.

 

It’s a wedding dress.

 

Pei Yan spent the entire afternoon choosing a wedding dress.

 

He secretly remembered: “…what else?”

 

Pei Yan raised his fingertips and tapped his lips: “I like you to kiss me.”

 

Luo Xingyun leaned forward and pecked his lips: “What else?”

 

Pei Yan slowly hugged him and lay down on the sofa. His dark eyes were in the reflection of the fireworks, looking up at him wholeheartedly: “I like you looking at me with a blushing face. It seems that you like me too.”

 

“I like you very much.” Luo Xingyun found himself more brilliant than fireworks in those sultry eyes, and couldn’t help but his voice trembled, “I… like you very much.”

 

Pei Yan meekly leaned on his shoulder and rolled up lazily: “Then touch me.”

 

The body exudes the smell of the deep sea forest, fresh and a little bit alluring and enchanting.

 

“Luo Xingyun.” Pei Yan lays on the sofa, intoxicated, “Can you touch me?”

 

Luo Xingyun was bewitched by those dark eyes and reached down.

 

Pei Yan’s eyelashes trembled in the brilliant light of clusters of fireworks.

 

He always behaves so effortlessly that Luo Xingyun sometimes forgets that he is only a seventeen-year-old boy.

 

But they are no different. If you like the other person, you will be attracted to the other person, you will be sensitive, you will be humble, you will be secretly happy, and you will also be secretly moved.

 

When Pei Yan was young, he was very cute and seductive, like a taut Qin.

 

Breathing is a low chant.

 

Luo Xingyun couldn’t help but pursue his lips impatiently.

 

His scent, mixed with alcohol and tobacco, flowed between his breaths.

 

There are fireworks outside the window.

 

The clock ticks slowly.

 

A drop of water falls from the tap in the kitchen.

 

Pei Yan stiffened in his arms, then slowly relaxed.

 

The dark eyes opened and the alcohol disappeared.

 

Luo Xingyun felt that he was drunk.

 

The things he once felt fearful about, the things he subconsciously resisted, just happened naturally.

 

The initiative is still on his side.

 

Pei Yan took out two pieces of paper on the coffee table and wiped his hands considerately: “I remembered that you still need a temporary mark that I haven’t made yet.”

 

Luo Xingyun felt his arm being grabbed.

 

For a moment, the world hung upside down, and he was pinned to the sofa with both hands.

 

Wet fingertips brushed away a strand of hair on the back of his neck.

 

A breath fell from the back of his neck like an entire deep sea forest falling heavily.

 

“10, 9, 8, 7, 6…”

 

There was a countdown in the villa next door.

 

The wall clock reaches twelve o’clock, and the hour and minute hands overlap.

 

There was a slight pain in his nec, as the pheromones from the deep sea forest were injected into his blood vessels.

 

There were grand fireworks outside the entire window.

 

Colorful purples and reds, one after another.

 

The breath of white snow blended and flowed to his limbs.

 

Luo Xingyun saw in a trance the mottled tree shadows growing in the corner.

 

“You were very good today.” Pei Yan finished making the temporary mark. He turned Luo Xingyun over and kissed his forehead, “It is just right to reward you.”

 

It was hot in the room, and Luo Xingyun was wearing a pair of thin gray-white house pants.

 

Pei Yan leaned forward.

 

His dark eyes locked on him, biting the knot on his waist, and slowly pulled away.

 

Shen Shuyi settled down with Huo Siming and came out. He happened to meet Pei Yan carefully helping Luo Xingyun upstairs.

 

“Slow down.” Pei Yan gently walked Luo Xingyun through the door, “Good night.”

 

“The reconciliation was pretty quick.” Shen Shuyi said with a smile.

 

“Yeah.” Pei Yan couldn’t help but lick the corner of his lips. “He’s quite sweet.”

 

The corners of his mouth were raised, showing his fangs: “It’s very sweet.”