DYP 56

Chapter 56 – The Taste Of First Love

 

Pei Yan held Luo Xingyun’s face and stood there.

 

Those amber eyes looked up at him, about to cry.

 

Pei Yan carefully brushed off the moisture: “Why are you crying?”

 

Luo Xingyun couldn’t tell.

 

It wasn’t that he was sad, it was just that he had endured too much affection at one time, and his chest was sore and swollen. It seemed that there was no other way to relieve himself except crying.

 

Luo Xingyun digested it for a long time, his eyelashes with teardrops trembled, and he sniffed hard: “…It’s not serious, is it?”

 

For Luo Xingyun.

 

He is just a very ordinary little classmate while Pei Yan is so good.

 

Why did he had to do this for him?

 

Pei Yan held him in his palm and pretended to think about it seriously.

 

“You love learning and you’re willing to delve into it. When you talk about mathematics, physics, and chemistry, you can talk endlessly and your eyes will shine.”

 

“You have a good personality. You are always laughing and joking. Even if you are left alone, you can still talk about cross talk. When you are with your friends, you are more like four carefree cats.”

 

“You are very gentle to people and considerate to me. I am sure you will be loyal and caring to yout partner.”

 

“There’s just one thing that’s not good about you: You’re not confident enough to ask stupid questions like this.”

 

When Pei Yan said this, he gently scratched Luo Xingyun’s nose: “But the flaws don’t hide your true beauty, you are very cute.”

 

Luo Xingyun muttered hoarsely: “…Class monitor, your filter should be ten years thick. Are you really not in a susceptible period?”

 

“It’s not a filter, it’s a foresight.” His dark eyes looked into his eyes and solemnly told him, “One day, you will shine brightly.”

 

Luo Xingyun stayed where he was.

 

The brilliant class monitor told him this, and he couldn’t bear it. But his determined gaze still made him unable to help but have expectations for the future.

 

——The class monitor is so good, can he also hope that the person he likes can be so good?

 

“So, before anyone notices you, can you give the classmate in front of you, who has good eyesight, a chance to chase you?”

 

He spoke very lightly, but his dark eyes calmly swept across the peach-blossomed face, and he touched his fingertips with a slight force, revealing his insincere nervousness.

 

The clock on the wall ticked by.

 

Tick ​​tock, tick tock.

 

Seeing that Luo Xingyun didn’t answer for a long time, Pei Yan licked the corners of his lips and made a concession: “You don’t have to reply to me immediately, and you don’t have to give me anything in return. It’s okay to reject me in the end.”

 

“Just don’t drive me away for the time being and let me atone for my sins, okay?”

 

Luo Xingyun was silent for a long time and finally plucked up the courage to raise his eyes: “…You don’t have to chase me, I’ll just be with you.”

 

He has never been in a relationship, but he has heard that some people will take advantage of others’ admiration for themselves in a relationship to enjoy themselves without giving or only give a little.

 

He comes as soon as he is summoned and goes away as soon as he is summoned, squeezing out others’ sincerity and still feeling at ease.

 

What Pei Yan has given him now is so much that he can hardly bear it. If he wants him to be content and continue to enjoy this as a matter of course, he can’t do it.

 

He has a character that will repay tenfold even if he gets a little bit.

 

He didn’t want to see Pei Yan work so hard anymore. Being unable to get what he asked for should never have happened to him as the proud man of heaven.

 

After receiving a positive answer, Pei Yan stared at him seriously for a while. He lets go of his hand and sat on the bed opposite.

 

He held his arms straight up on the sheets and lowered his eyelids absentmindedly: “You’re agreeing so quickly? Is it gratitude, sympathy, or a people-pleaser personality?”

 

A blank flashed across Luo Xingyun’s face.

 

He never expected that after he agreed to Pei Yan, he would be given a proposal.

 

“I pretended to be in a  susceptible period before. I really just wanted to find an excuse to be close to you. I thought that no matter what, I could stay by your side.”

 

Very shameless, very humble, even if it is just gratitude and sympathy, he feels happy and he wants to hold him firmly in his hand.

 

But he is also very greedy and insatiable, wanting more.

 

“Now, whether it is gratitude or sympathy, these don’t seem to be enough.” His slender fingers were inserted into his hair as if he was trying his best to endure some violent emotions. His dark and red eyes were firmly locked on him, “I only want you to like me.”

 

The boy opposite him moved uncomfortably on his chair, his eyes wandering around in embarrassment, and replied in a low voice: “…Then I like you.”

 

“But if I remember correctly, you were still liking Sun Ruowei a few days ago.”

 

Luo Xingyun scratched his head in shame: “Ah…ah, I have nothing to do with her. No one cares about me. Political Commissar Sun got close to me, so I just admired her. And didn’t you come later? When I am stressed, I always think of you. I should have been very happy when she talked to me, but I didn’t have the heart to listen…”

 

He wanted to say these words one by one, but he stuttered and spoke for a long time.

 

After saying it, he couldn’t believe it.

 

It seemed that if he didn’t say it, he would never know the reason for those throbbing and sense of loss of control.

 

Pei Yan is very good. He has always admired Pei Yan. If Pei Yan is nice to him, he will be happy and shy. When Pei Yan is injured, he will feel distressed and want to comfort him. Thinking that Pei Yan will return to normal one day and drag himself into dark history makes him sad and disappointed.

 

Pei Yan is the joy of youth.

 

It’s simple, more straightforward and clear than mathematical proof questions.

 

Facing Pei Yan’s dubious gaze, Luo Xingyun blushed and said: “What, anyway, the boy no one pay attentions to is just so careless and without moral integrity! I liked Political Commissar Sun two days ago, but these days I have fallen in love with you. I like you, there’s nothing wrong with that at all! That’s the kind of person I am!”

 

As he talked, he felt that this reason was completely tenable. It’s not that his level is low, it’s that the guy sitting opposite him is too cunning. He is obviously the initiator, but he still asks him why all the time. Doesn’t he fucking know why? !

 

Luo Xingyun crossed his arms against his chest, raised his neck, and turned his head away with a groan: “It’s all because of you! You talk to me every day! It’s annoying!”

 

The young man sitting opposite him secretly loosened his fingers on the sheets and covered his mouth in laughter.

 

He covered his mouth, but the shy smile that got his wish came out of his dark eyes again.

 

He had no choice but to move his hand up again, blocking his eyes from looking at the groaning boy.

 

The young man’s face was peach-colored.

 

——It is the joy of youth.

 

Pei Yan covered his eyes and kept laughing on the bed. Luo Xingyun couldn’t bear to wait for a long time. He bent down, carefully stretched out a finger, and poked the bruise on the tip of his toe: “Does it hurt?”

 

Because others looked at him twice and locked himself in the bathroom to vent the scars left behind.

 

“It hurts.” The smile on Pei Yan’s face remained, “I have to have my boyfriend coax me to get better.”

 

Luo Xingyun turned his back without saying anything: “I regret it now, I regret it very much…”

 

Before he could finish his words, Pei Yan’s hand grabbed his wrist.

 

Pei Yan held him tightly and spoke seriously: “Being someone else’s boyfriend requires at least a year before breaking up. Don’t you understand such a simple truth?”

 

Luo Xingyun: “…”

 

The longest road he has walked in his life is Pei Yan’s routine.

 

Seeing that he was grabbing him and refusing to let go, Luo Xingyun dragged the small chair closer, sat on the edge of the bed, and let him hold his hand: “You just said that alphas are always stressed by their partners, is that true? You will always be so in the future. In this way, will you get sick just by looking at me?”

 

“Usually it won’t be like this after being marked for life.”

 

“I suspect you are hinting at something.” Luo Xingyun peeked at Pei Yan’s expression and realized that he didn’t seem to be lying. He asked worriedly, “Then before you finished marking, weren’t you always very unstable? “

 

Isn’t his first love story a bit too complicated?

 

Pei Yan put his chin in his hands: “Well, from what you said, it seems true.”

 

“And you really don’t have a susceptible period?” Luo Xingyun still couldn’t believe it after thinking about it. He remembered that the former class monitor was not so sexy and slutty.

 

The amber eyes widened and he looked closer at him, as if he wanted to see through his seemingly normal handsome skin to see how much his body was worth and whether he was lying again – the class monitor is not what he used to be, but he has a criminal record. He is a bad man.

 

The slender fingertips gently touched the palm of his hand: “It seems that my boyfriend is so uneasy about me.”

 

“Let’s check the issues you are worried about one by one.”

 

“It’s easy to say that I’m not on susceptibility period. No matter how low a person’s sanity is, it can only last for a month at most. I just gave you a temporary mark yesterday…” The tip of his tongue licked his teeth, “Then in the next month, we will actively isolate, minimize physical contact, and avoid pheromone infection. Wait until the time comes and see if your boyfriend is still your boyfriend.”

 

“After all, can you please stop savoring my taste halfway through?” Luo Xingyun’s cheeks felt hot, and he felt like a piece of meat on a chopping board.

 

Pei Yan, who was caught by the little trick, narrowed his eyes in confusion: “It’s really sweet on the lips and teeth, I can give you full marks.”

 

Now, Luo Xingyun not only felt that he was an ordinary piece of meat, he was also a very unusual steamed pork that could be featured on “A Bite of China.”

 

Pei Yan found that his mind was far away, so he took the opportunity to steal his other hand and hold it: “My boyfriend, what do you think of this proposal?”

 

Luo Xingyun nodded reluctantly: “I think it’s good.”

 

Although he promised Pei Yan, in fact, in his haste, he did not fully consider what this promise meant. Now that both of his hands were held by Pei Yan, he realized that as a boyfriend, they had to have a lot of physical contact. To be honest, just the touch of his palm made the hair on his back explode and he felt uncomfortable all over.

 

A month of mild isolation, if nothing else, can at least stop Pei Yan from getting angry all the time!

 

This one-month transitional period of treating each other like guests was just the right time to prepare him mentally for a change.

 

——Before this, he had never seriously considered establishing an intimate relationship with an alpha.

 

Pei Yan took in Luo Xingyun’s secretive expression and said calmly: “Just in time, I can also take a closer look to see if my boyfriend is saying that he likes me is true.”

 

Luo Xingyun roared: “I’m super serious!”

 

“Oh, really?” Pei Yan looked at him thoughtfully. He let go of him, leaned back,  and supported himself onto the bed with his arms, revealing his strong body with a lazy and arrogant posture.

 

“Okay, I’m going to quarantine for a month.”

 

“Now I need a hug from my boyfriend to survive.”

 

“Where is my little boyfriend…?”

 

Luo Xingyun sat on the chair for a while. After doing enough mental construction, he leaned forward silently and without looking sideways, loosely wrapped his arms around his neck, and rested his head unskillfully on his shoulders.

 

Except for his brother, he had never been so close to an alpha. The alpha is powerful and dangerous, and he always avoids direct physical contact with them.

 

But now, he made an exception for Pei Yan and was willing to do so.

 

“Are you trying to mess with me?” A low, hoarse laugh came from his ears.

 

Before Luo Xingyun could recover, a big hand grabbed his waist, causing him to lose his balance and throw himself forward.

 

In order to avoid Pei Yan’s long legs on the ground, he naturally spread his knees and knelt on the edge of the bed.

 

His big hands grabbed his legs and pushed them against him very domineeringly, asking him to spread his legs and kneel down on them.

 

“Have you learned? The correct way to hug your boyfriend.”

 

The alpha’s body exudes high heat, with warm, lean muscles that are so hard that they don’t look like a human body. He was also a male, but it was completely different from the body he had touched before, full of terrifying aggression; it was not the warm fragrance of nephrite, but it made him throb more than the warm fragrance of nephrite.

 

Luo Xingyun suppressed the panic and shame and buried his face in Pei Yan’s shoulder: “Will all my proof questions… be completed through physical contact?”

 

“Of course not.” Pei Yan closed his arms and gently placed his big hands on the back of his head. “Physical contact is part of it, but it is far more than that.”

 

Luo Xingyun’s amber eyes flickered on his shoulder: “What else?”

 

Maybe his love is still very simple, very young, very fickle, not as good as Pei Yan, who can risk his life just to give him a confession.

 

But he couldn’t wait to be a competent boyfriend, a considerate boyfriend, and a boyfriend who made Pei Yan happy. However, he was also afraid that he would not be able to do anything well and would not be able to respond to such affection, which would make Pei Yan sad and disappointed.

 

“There are many more ways.” Pei Yan closed his eyes, “Don’t be anxious, take your time. I will teach you. Feed me now.”

 

Luo Xingyun obeyed and fell silent.

 

The golden sunlight danced on the bodies of the young people embracing each other.

 

Beating in black hair with black eyelashes.

 

The green color blends with the white snow, and diamond dust swirls in the air.

 

It’s the taste of first love.