DYP 100

Chapter 100 – Two People In One House, Three Meals And Four Seasons

 

Luo Xingyun lay in the hospital for three days and was kicked out because he was healthy and had no other symptoms.

 

Back home, everything is business as usual. The white porcelain floor tiles were spotless, the glasses were sparkling, and even the dirty clothes left in the laundry room before leaving were washed and neatly stored in the closet.

 

Not only is it the same as before, but there are also many more beautiful gadgets.

 

The green coffee table cloth is brightly colored and embroidered with gold letters; the gold-plated magazine rack contains several flipped English magazines; the photo wall is made up of retro photo frames; the American-style vases are filled with delicate roses; the sofa has a small gray-green fleece blanket that was rolled up, as if someone had just taken a nap there.

 

Luo Xingyun is a person who is not very particular about life. Since moving, he has been busy catching up on progress in the laboratory and has very little time to go home and lie in bed, so his home has always remained as empty and deserted as a rental house should be. He doesn’t have a special sense of belonging to this place, he just sees it as a pretty good place to stay before the college entrance examination.

 

But the moment he stepped in, he was overwhelmed by the details of life and felt a soft smoke.

 

——There are people living a good life here.

 

“What’s wrong?” Mom asked him when she heard him blocking the door and refusing to leave.

 

“Nothing.” Luo Xingyun brought his mother in, settled her down, and went into the kitchen to make lunch for her.

 

In the afternoon, Pei Yan took half a day off and took him to the administrative service hall to change his personal identity information.

 

Luo Xingyun went downstairs and walked side by side with him: “Do you live here?”

 

Pei Yan said calmly: “Sometimes I will come and sit here.”

 

Luo Xingyun walked over and held his hand: “It’s quite fancy.”

 

“I am a tasteful alpha.” Pei Yan boasted without changing his face or heartbeat, “From now on, you can leave all the decoration of your home to me.”

 

“It’s as if I won’t leave it to you if you don’t have good taste – Old Pei, must be the head of the family!” Luo Xingyun listened to his long-lost talk and went up to his son to help him praise it.

 

Pei Yan is called the head of the family, and he indeed plays the role of the head of the family. He did his homework in advance, brought all the required documentation , and completed all the procedures, modifications that needed to be made, and applications that needed to be accomplished in one afternoon. From now on, Luo Xingyun can enjoy all the benefits and protections that come with being an omega. On the contrary, the real owner, Luo Xingyun, didn’t think about anything and just sat in front of the counter to sign autographs.

 

After completing the formalities, it was getting late, so Luo Xingyun suggested: “Let’s buy some food outside and go back.”

 

“No, I have it at home.”

 

“Those are just a few bowls of leftovers from lunch. I have to pack some good ones back for my mother to eat. The Lei Garden last time was very good. Is it nearby?”

 

Pei Yan slipped him back and said, “Auntie was starving to death while you were packing. Go back quickly.”

 

Luo Xingyun thought it made sense: “Then I’ll order takeout first.”

 

Pei Yan refused to let him click. He took away his mobile phone and put it in his trouser pocket.

 

His abnormal behavior aroused Luo Xingyun’s suspicion: “Old Pei, there’s something going on! What are you hiding from me?”

 

Pei Yan smiled and said nothing.

 

Luo Xingyun couldn’t bear it anymore and grabbed his hand and rushed home. He walked to the door, pushed him forward to use as a human shield, and stuffed the key into his hand: “Quick! You are the parent, open the door!”

 

Pei Yan pushed the door open very calmly. The moment he crossed the threshold, he turned around and grabbed the koala lying on his back and threw him through the door.

 

“Happy birthday!!!!!!!”

 

Suddenly, glitter, ribbons, paper trumpets, and crackers all greeted Luo Xingyun.

 

Candles were lit in the dark room, and a group of people wearing paper party hats sang Happy Birthday to him while shaking their heads. Luo Xingyun scanned the faces: Luo Feng, Qi Yu, Huo Siming, Zhang Liang, Li Yu, Shen Shuyi, Lin Zhizhi, Hewanglan, Wang Xinzhuo, Political Commissar Sun… there were many of them.

 

Luo Xingyun never celebrated his birthday. His birthday is also known as Mother’s Day, and it was even more of a disaster for his mother to give birth to him, and he always felt guilty. But when his mother also wore a party hat and mingled with the group of high school students, holding a cake and clumsily singing to him, he thought it would be nice to celebrate his birthday once in a while.

 

He calmed down his sour emotions and said, “Well… my birthday is not today.”

 

“Who told you to fall asleep for a long time!” Luo Feng grabbed his neck and rubbed his hair.

 

Luo Xingyun shouted: “I am an omega now!”

 

“I don’t care!” Luo Feng doesn’t want to pay attention to the damn defense now. He hasn’t played with his brother for more than a month. He wants to suck the cat! Rua~

 

Political Commissar Sun stood aside and said with a smile: “Being transformed into an omega can be regarded as a rebirth, and it is definitely a birthday.”

 

She opened her mouth to set the tone for the party, and everyone had no doubts, so they turned on the lights and had fun together.

 

Qi Yu squeezed in front of Luo Xingyun and looked around: “Old Luo, there is really no difference between you after the differentiation. How could this be? You need to reflect deeply.”

 

Luo Xingyun: “Everyone differentiate when they are twelve or thirteen years old. I am already 19. If I don’t differentiate, I will be buried. What do you expect me to become?”

 

Qi Yu exclaimed and said regretfully: “I originally thought you could be more beautiful.”

 

“Why do you want me to be beautiful?” Luo Xingyun said nonchalantly. “I can’t see it myself.”

 

“What you said makes sense! But what I’m giving you is this…” Qi Yu took out an antique dressing box from behind, “My grandfather is a painter. I heard that you were divided, so I called him and asked him to drive one out.”

 

Luo Xingyun was so frightened that he flew up: “Old Qi! My first gender is still male!”

 

“This is an intangible cultural heritage and has a lot of cultural heritage.”

 

Luo Xingyun took it delicately. According to Old Pei’s temperament, he might have to put a coffee table at home in the future. When he wakes up every day, he would first make a pot of tea, then he would carry the radio, put on Laotou music, and go for a walk in the park with his thrush in hand. It would be quite appropriate for him to have an intangible cultural heritage dressing box in his bedroom.

 

He opened the dressing box and looked at his face in the mirror embedded on the back of the lid: “How handsome!”

 

“I seem to hear someone whispering behind my back.” Huo Siming came over with the cake, “Old Luo, happy differentiation and happy birthday.”

 

“Don’t mess with those nonsense.” Luo Xingyun picked up the plastic knife, “Hey! What did you bring?!”

 

Huo Siming and Shen Shuyi looked at each other and took out a beautiful packaging box from the back of the shoe cabinet. Everyone took a closer look and started to cheer: “Oh oh oh oh oh oh!”

 

“”Animal Crossing” limited edition switch.” Huo Siming generously handed it to Luo Xingyun, “If you ever call me stingy again, I’ll kill you!”

 

Luo Xingyun’s eyes widened and he rubbed them vigorously: “Am I still being divided and haven’t woken up? Old Huo, actually, gave me a gift worth more than 50 yuan?!”

 

Huo Siming laughed and scolded him and kicked him: “You bitch, you are so stubborn when I give you something, call me Father!”

 

“Dad, I can’t accept it, it’s too expensive.” Luo Xingyun’s whole body swayed, expressing his rejection, “If I accept it, you will talk about it forever.”

 

Huo Siming heard the first half of the sentence sound like a human voice, but the second half of the sentence was no longer a human being. He screamed to the sky and made him a shark on the spot. Shen Shuyi smiled and held his collar: “It doesn’t matter, this is what we fought for. If he dares to talk about you, just say that Luo Shen didn’t say anything.”

 

“Yo yo yo~ It’s hard work~” Luo Xingyun took it with a smirk, his eyes moving between the two of them.

 

“And -” Shen Shuyi glanced at Pei Yan, who was busy cutting cakes for everyone, “The monitor likes it very much.”

 

Luo Xingyun immediately changed his mind: “Then I will be disrespectful.”

 

Zhang Liang saw them opening the limited edition of Animal Crossing and standing behind the crowd hiding the gifts in their hands. Luo Xingyun saw the uncomfortable look in his eyes, pushed aside Huo Siming and Shen Shuyi, walked over and asked, “Zhang Liang! What did you bring!”

 

“I didn’t bring anything.”

 

Luo Xingyun pointed at the TV behind him: “Oh, these two are kissing each other!”

 

Zhang Liang turned around excitedly, and so Luo Xingyun was able to take the gift away from his hand.

 

“What is this?” Luo Xingyun looked at the long scroll, confused.

 

“It’s called Maura.” Zhang Liang was a little annoyed when he opened the birthday gift. The wide A4 paper roll slowly unfolded, and it was pure white. “I saw a children’s scroll when I went to IKEA, and I thought I could make it for you. It will be useful for drafting math problems.”

 

“Really cowhide!” Luo Xingyun looked at this large roll of draft paper that could be stretched infinitely, and he was excited instantly, “I need it so much! Ah Liang, you are really a little genius!”

 

Zhang Liang grinned: “You like Maura? That’s good.”

 

He saw that Qi Yu gave away intangible inheritance, and Old Huo also gave away a switch. His own was too cheap, and he was a little embarrassed.

 

But Luo Xingyun didn’t care at all. He knew that Zhang Liang’s delicate thoughts were no less than theirs.

 

Seeing that they had reached the stage of unpacking the gifts, others gathered around to make offerings: Wang Xinzhuo gave a bottle of slimming enzyme, Lin Zhizhi gave a double-god fanfic about all the rotten girls in the school concentrating their efforts on producing food, and Political Commissar Sun gave Luo Xingyun, a three-year member of thesis platform and database. Luo Xingyun was so moved that he cried on the spot. This was so considerate!

 

Hewanglan was the only one holding the cake, completely out of the situation: “Damn it, you didn’t say you wanted to give him a gift when you asked me to come.” They informed him that there was a bureau here and there was cake to eat.

 

He wiped his hands on his pants, took out his mobile phone, transferred 8,888 yuan to Luo Xingyun on WeChat, and went back to eating cake with satisfaction.

 

Luo Xingyun: “…?”

 

“Keep it.” Political Commissar Sun advised him kindly, “If you don’t keep it, he won’t know where to spend it. What if he goes to take drugs? You can’t tell.”

 

Luo Xingyun: “…??”

 

Luo Xingyun: “Okay, I’ll just think of it as tuition. Next, Old Pei and I will give him more tutoring lessons. We can’t let him get into the bottom of the grade and be so happy.”

 

Hewanglan: “Grass mud horse! Give it back to me!”

 

The room was filled with a happy atmosphere for a while.

 

Luo Xingyun was actually not used to this kind of human interaction. They are young, the atmosphere in the school is simple, and there are few such transactions involving money. It was only his birthday, so there was no occasion for him to receive gifts.

 

But when he looked at the gifts piled high on the table, he suddenly understood why everyone loves giving gifts.

 

——He slept for more than a month. His friends were embarrassed to say it, but they all missed him.

 

After everyone gave away the gifts, they felt that they had fulfilled their obligations as guests and were qualified to make fun of the host. They all asked Pei Yan what he had given.

 

Pei Yan has been quite harmless recently, allowing Huo Siming to find the dignity of being an uncle. He shouted at him: “Old Pei, what good things can you give Old Luo to keep him healthy?”

 

Hewanglan had not been beaten by Pei Yan for a long time, and he had the illusion that he could fight him in close combat. No matter what, he first gave him a wave of boos: “If it could not be compared to what I gave him, then I suggest you two break up.”

 

Pei Yan finished adding Coca-Cola to Luo’s mother and cut the cake for Wang Xinzhuo calmly: “It’s nothing. I just bought two pairs of chopsticks and two bowls for my family.”

 

Shen Shuyi took out the gift box from the kitchen: “Can it be opened?”

 

Anyway, that’s it, Luo Xingyun didn’t show any pretense: “Tear it down, let’s tear it down!”

 

The gift box is opened.

 

——Two pairs of red sandalwood chopsticks, with gold gourds on the top.

 

——Two high-bottomed red-glazed bowls with gilded characters on the bottom.

 

The bright red tableware, just placed in pairs on the table, looks more profound and dignified than all the gifts.

 

A kind of solemn and determined tranquility.

 

It seems like it shouldn’t be here, not what a youthful birthday should have. What is worthy of it is all the long time in the rest of my life.

 

“Oh~~~~” Everyone cheered in unison.

 

No matter how dull a person is, they can feel the meaning behind the utensils.

 

Luo Xingyun scratched his face in embarrassment.

 

Some people are like that.

 

It was a good birthday party, but once he took action, it turned into a wedding party.

 

After entering the second year of high school, study became even more intense. Comrades retreated after eating the cake, desperate to catch up on all-night homework after a short period of happiness. Pei Yan was afraid that they would not know the way, so he put on his shoes and sent them downstairs.

 

There were only three members of the Luo family left in the house.

 

Luo Feng made his debut and officially became a young celebrity. He has also made a little money in the past few months and is more attractive than before. But at home, he still quickly put away the dishes and washed the dishes, and let his brother and little mother sit together and chat in an honest manner.

 

Luo Ning laughed all night long: “The friends you have made are all pretty good. As soon as they get started, they call me Mama Luo, Mama Luo. They are very sweet.”

 

“That’s right!” Luo Xingyun was happy when she mentioned this, “Everyone in our school is very close.”

 

“You have collected so many things from people, and you have to give them back when they celebrate their birthdays, you know? You can’t take advantage of them in vain.”

 

“I know~”

 

“Especially Xiao Pei. Xiao Pei started planning a few days ago, decorating the house, buying drinks, and ordering cakes. When you were in the hospital, he and his mother were taking care of the house and me. You have to thank him properly. .”

 

“Hey, he’s fine~ You don’t have to worry about him.” Luo Xingyun said this, but he was twisting candy on the sofa.

 

Luo Ning explained some of the favors, called Luo Xingyun in front of her, took off the golden abacus from her neck, and fumbled to put it on him: “This is what your grandparents prayed for at the Guanyin Dojo. When I was divided, my mother gave it to me. Now, I am passing it to you.”

 

The small abacus was very delicately made and heavy, with several bells hanging from the bottom. Luo Xingyun poked it, and the small abacus jingled: “Thank you, Mom!~”

 

Luo Ning heard the sound of running water in the kitchen and looked in the direction of the kitchen: “Xiao Feng, remember to bring a few bottles of pickled crispy melons when you go back soon. I just pickled them.”

 

“Okay, okay! This is good!” Luo Feng responded continuously inside. “If you don’t let me eat this or that, I’ll feel like a bird in my mouth. The nutritious salad is so unpalatable that I have to cut some pickled melon into it.”

 

“Your brother likes to eat this, it’s easy to make a living.” Luo Ning smiled secretly at Luo Xingyun.

 

“He also likes to eat salted duck eggs. He buys them for 40 for 40 pieces.” Luo Xingyun whispered to her.

 

“What are you talking about me? I am now also a respectable 18th-tier boy band idol.”

 

The mother and son smiled more happily.

 

In this rare peaceful atmosphere, Luo Ning’s cell phone vibrated, and a man’s voice came out: “Xiao Ning, I’m in city S now and just got off the plane. Are you still in the No. 1 Hospital? I’ll come and find you.”

 

Her mobile phone has a special mode for the blind. It will automatically broadcast a voice message as soon as it is received. Even a text message will be translated into a mechanical voice and read aloud, and the sound is very loud.

 

Now, everyone in the room heard it.

 

Luo Ning quickly took it out and refused: “No, I have been discharged from the hospital. You don’t need to come over.”

 

Before she could finish speaking, Luo Xingyun snatched it away: “Mom, is this…?”

 

“No.” Luo Ning denied.

 

The last message came immediately after: “I have no other intention. I just came to see you. I’m worried about you coming to S city alone.”

 

Luo Ning couldn’t grab the phone and told Luo Xingyun, “Tell him I’m at home now and let him go back.”

 

“I won’t.” Luo Xingyun heard something profound and stuck to him with a playful smile, “Which uncle, please introduce me to him.”

 

Luo Ning didn’t say anything. After a while, Luo Xingyun found that she was crying.

 

“Xiao Ning, I didn’t find you when you left last time; this time I have to make sure you are safe.” The middle-aged male voice on the phone finished with a sigh.

 

The smile on Luo Xingyun’s face disappeared. Being as smart as he is, he quickly figured out which uncle this was.

 

Before my mother met my father, she had a boyfriend who was in talks to get married.

 

“I have nothing to do with him.” Luo Ning explained to the child.

 

“When did you meet?” She heard the child’s gentle voice.

 

“It didn’t take long. Just half a year ago, we didn’t have much contact with each other.”

 

“Is he an alpha?” Luo Xingyun did the math, “It’s been almost twenty years, and he’s over forty this year. Is he still single? This is rare.”

 

If you don’t have someone in your heart, you can’t wait for so long.

 

“We are old friends and we chat occasionally. He teaches in a university, and my current conditions are not suitable.” Luo Ning held his hand. “Mom won’t leave when she comes back this time. She will look for a nearby job to help you take the college entrance examination.”

 

“Actually, I plan to live on campus.” Luo Xingyun coaxed her, “I didn’t win the gold medal in the sports competition, so I won’t be recommended, so I have to study hard in the next year.”

 

He could probably guess what his mother was thinking. They were separated for too long, and she didn’t keep him by her side to take care of him. She felt guilty for him and wanted to go back to him to make amends.

 

She couldn’t even think about being with another alpha, for fear that he would feel betrayed and feel sad.

 

If she wanted to be his mother wholeheartedly, she couldn’t be someone else’s wife.

 

“This is actually very unfair to uncle.” Luo Xingyun wiped his mother’s tears, “How many years can a person have in this life? I have robbed you of 20 years, and the rest should be returned to you.”

 

He has received a lot from his mother. If his mother refuses her marriage for his own sake, he cannot forgive his selfishness.

 

Luo Feng finished washing the dishes, walked out and echoed: “If you are afraid that Yunyun can’t accept it, don’t worry. He dreams of having a normal father.”

 

Luo Ning laughed at herself: “It’s because of him, and it’s also because of me. I look like this now…”

 

Luo Xingyun: “You are so good! A beautiful girl!”

 

“Go and give it a try.” Luo Feng suggested, “You can give it a try without losing money, just in case.”

 

Luo Xingyun encouraged: “Invite him to our house for a meal, and we can help you take a look.”

 

Luo Ning has a reserved personality and was quite frightened by their proposal. Luo Xingyun shouted into her cell phone over his shoulder: “Uncle, you haven’t eaten, have you? Why don’t you come to my house and have something to eat?”

 

“Are you the little omega who has just differentiated? Haha.” The man opposite smiled heartily, “You are not very stable yet. It is not appropriate for me, an old bachelor with no previous experience, to come to your door. But if your brother and your mother haven’t eaten yet, I can treat them to a Cantonese-style evening tea. I’ll bring you some trays of shrimp dumplings for supper later.”

 

Luo Ning had already calmed down her emotions, but when she heard these words, she covered his face and burst into tears.

 

Luo Xingyun looked at her with a smile, tears in his eyes.

 

——Some people, even twenty years later, still remember her fondness for Cantonese tea snacks.

 

After a while, the uncle arrived. Luo Feng accompanied Luo Ning downstairs, and Luo Xingyun told him to take care of his mother.

 

There was talk and laughter downstairs. Luo Xingyun lay down on the balcony and glanced down hard.

 

Luo Ning is no longer young and beautiful.

 

She had given birth to a child, washed away her marks, her eyes were dim and dull, and she no longer had the soft hands she had in her twenties.

 

But when she stood next to the gentle and elegant alpha, she smiled so hard that she could vaguely find those missed moments.

 

Youthful, gentle, like a girl.

 

So does he.

 

Every time he looked at her, he had the burning eyes of a young man.

 

Luo Xingyun thought to himself, when Pei Yan came to pick him up, he probably looked like this in the eyes of others.

 

Pei Yan delivered a few omegas, and when he came back, he found that the room was empty, and Luo Xingyun was sitting on the sofa alone.

 

“Where’s Auntie?”

 

Luo Xingyun hugged the pillow and said deeply: “It’s going to rain, and my mother is going to get married.”

 

Pei Yan was quite surprised: “Is there something wrong with auntie?”

 

“Her first love twenty years ago has been waiting for her. Why do you think some alphas are so assholes and some are so infatuated?”

 

Pei Yan heard the word infatuation and put his hand on the back of his hand.

 

“That uncle works in city B and is a university professor. It would be pretty good for my mother to marry him – eh.”

 

“Why are you sighing when you are so happy?”

 

“It’s nothing. It’s just that there were so many people here just now, and they all disappeared at once. Even my mother went out on a date… She will go to city B with him in the future.” Luo Xingyun stared at his slippers for a while, then got up to pack them away.

 

He has always been afraid of loneliness, and this feeling became even stronger after the excitement.

 

Pei Yan cleaned up with him.

 

About half an hour later, Pei Yan’s cell phone rang, and he hung up without looking at it.

 

“Your dad told you to go home?” Luo Xingyun was not used to this, “Go ahead, go ahead.”

 

“I won’t go back.”

 

“I can be alone here, just sweep the floor in the living room.”

 

“Luo Xingyun,” Pei Yan straightened up and said seriously, “My home is here.”

 

As soon as he finished speaking, the electric switch tripped, and the room was dark. Only the outside window illuminated the dark room as there were the mundane lights of thousands of households.

 

“Look, you’re scaring the circuit – shine it for me.” Luo Xingyun used Pei Yan’s flashlight to flick the switch, but it didn’t work. “I have to change the fuse.”

 

He jumped off the stool and ran to the drawer where he kept his tools.

 

Pei Yan suddenly remembered something: “Wait!”

 

Luo Xingyun had already opened the drawer.

 

Next to various tools, a disposable syringe lies quietly.

 

The needle tube is long and slender, the piston is pulled to the end, and there is nothing in the empty barrel.

 

“It’s getting more and more outrageous.” Pei Fengtong put the phone next to him angrily, “It’s past nine o’clock, and you still didn’t go home openly – and you don’t pay attention to me.”

 

“He won’t come back.” Tong Xiaonian leaned on the pillow, his eyes unfocused.

 

“What did you say?”

 

“Pei Yan will never come back.” Her voice was as erratic as a sigh, “He has found his omega and will stay with him.”

 

Seeing her husband’s shocked look, she tightened his hand: “Let him be happy, as long as he is safe.”

 

As she spoke, her eyes filled with tears.

 

Pei Fengtong also felt that something was wrong with Pei Yan some time ago. Nothing was right. His wife felt the same as him: “Did he… say anything to you?”

 

“The day Xiao Luo entered the differentiation room, Pei Yan came down from the operating table and asked me to have another baby.” Tong Xiaonian covered her face, “He has been asking us to have another baby during this period…”

 

Pei Fengtong shakily stuffed a cigarette into his mouth, but did not light it.

 

Pei Yan is always at home recently and spends a lot of time enjoying himself. He never beats his chest outside the differentiation room and never complains about others. As before, he worked hard to live his life step by step. It seemed that Luo Xingyun couldn’t wake up and it had no impact on him.

 

Everyone just thought he was very good.

 

But Pei Fengtong and Tong Xiaonian are his parents, and they know that he is not that good.

 

Pei Fengtong guessed that Pei Yan might have promised the child something, telling him to be open-minded and strong.

 

As a mother, Tong Xiaonian thought more clearly: “Xiao Luo is still alive, so Pei Yan is alive and well. If the electrocardiogram next door stops one day, Pei Yan will go with him.”

 

Pei Fengtong was silent for a long time and took a long, deep breath: “This is what I’m afraid of.”

 

…

 

Luo Xingyun turned around and looked at him in disbelief: “Pei Yan, have you… thought about dying?”

 

Pei Yan’s black eyes met him with a very calm expression.

 

Luo Xingyun covered his mouth in fear.

 

Suicide is easy.

 

There is no air in human blood vessels. Once injected, air embolism will occur when it flows through the heart, making it impossible to save.

 

Qi Yu once secretly told him that when he was lying in the differentiation room, Pei Yan was no different from before, and he didn’t even have any mood swings: “He doesn’t seem to worry about you at all.”

 

Luo Xingyun analyzed: “The class monitor is a very reserved person. He may not show it in front of you, but he has been waiting for me and helping me with things I haven’t finished. Besides, isn’t this good? What’s the phrase? ‘To live on carrying the weight of two people’. Otherwise, what else do you want him to do? Die for love?”

 

It turned out to be just a joke among friends, but unexpectedly it turned out to be true.

 

“I know what they think of me.” Pei Yan stared at him calmly, “When you were lying inside, they thought I really didn’t have a strong feeling of losing you.”

 

He is usually very lonely, but he is very proud after finishing his thesis. Luo Xingyun is a little regretful that he did not win the gold medal, and it would be sad to think that he is so young, but there is no fear of separation or death.

 

“Because wherever you are, I will go. So it doesn’t matter to me where you are.”

 

There is no joy in life, no fear in death, no matter life or death.

 

“Don’t cry.” Pei Yan gently wiped away the random tears on Luo Xingyun’s face. “I’m just timid.”

 

Too small to dare to face a long life without you.

 

Luo Xingyun suddenly grew up in tears at this moment.

 

The loneliness after everyone left, and the slight melancholy caused by his mother finding a new destination, were also relieved at this moment.

 

Everyone is born with two wholehearted loves. For other children, these two loves are unconditional and the deepest.

 

He was born short of one. His father doesn’t love him.

 

His mother loved him, but the days when they cuddled for warmth were over.

 

All children have to grow up. They were babbling and toddling in front of their parents, and then time passed and never came back. They left home like dandelion seeds in the spring breeze, and finally took root and sprouted with another person.

 

In Pei Yan’s eyes, he saw that this vivid world was busy coming and going, but he now had a place to go, and a companionship that was affectionate and unique to him.

 

——He treated Pei Yan with joy as a young man.

 

——Pei Yan treats him as a husband would his wife.

 

Luo Xingyun hugged Pei Yan silently: “If you don’t want to leave, just stay. I have money and I will support you.”

 

In the darkness, the young men hugged each other quietly, and outside the window were the lights of thousands of houses in the world.

 

There is a pair of red bowls next to the kitchen sink with a copy of “Eternity” written underneath.

 

Two pairs of wooden chopsticks, wrapped with gold gourds, are engraved with two people in a house for three meals and four seasons.