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    Chapter 55 – A Confession

     

    When Luo Xingyun woke up, Zhu Renliang was placing steamed dumplings on his bedside table. As soon as the two met, Xiao Luo jumped up in fear and straightened his back: “I’m sorry, director, I overslept!”

     

    He looked at the silk scarf wrapped in his hand: “Ah, I didn’t steal this! I don’t know why it’s in my hand!”

     

    Zhu Renliang: “…”

     

    Although he is deeply gratified as a dean, sometimes he feels very sorry for these students when he sees this kind of conditioned reflex. They have such a strong sense of survival.

     

    Seeing that Zhu Renliang didn’t spit out angry instrutions or lift his ears, Luo Xingyun remembered everything about yesterday: Long March – Combination Fever – Being pinned down in the alley by Pei Yan…

     

    He touched the back of his neck, which was wrapped in white gauze and felt a slight pain.

     

    Zhu Renliang asked seriously: “Are you dating Pei Yan?”

     

    “I am not!” Luo Xingyun retorted reflexively, his neck stiffened and his heart felt extremely guilty.

     

    Then he thought again, he really didn’t! They just entered into a vulnerable period contract, which is completely different from those young couples who fall in love early.

     

    “Absolutely not!” Xiao Luo answered again this time with full energy and firm eyes.

     

    The director is speechless.

     

    He felt that Pei Yan’s appearance didn’t look like he was in a simple susceptible period, but Luo Xingyun was killing him with one bite, and it was so slippery that people couldn’t catch him.

     

    In yesterday’s situation, it seemed that there really was no other choice.

     

    “…Then you have to thank him properly.” Director Zhu was not used to doing this kind of ideological work of persuading peace but not division. He felt very uncomfortable and kept moving while sitting on the stool. “Yesterday he came from the alley. He took you out and was induced by you to go into estrus at the same time, but he kept restraining himself and threatened hi own life. When he got to the hospital, it was the same. He had to make sure you were safe before seeing a doctor, which almost delayed the best time to rescue him. Originally, the doctor wanted to operate on you. He took the initiative to help and gave you a bite, so you got better without a surgery. He risked his life and played a leading role as the class monitor…”

     

    Luo Xingyun was confused at first, but as Zhu Renliang told him everything, his expression gradually became pale and solemn.

     

    The hand wrapped in silk scarf eagerly pulled on Zhu Renliang’s sleeve: “Where is the class monitor now? Is he feeling better?”

     

    Zhu Renliang said: “It’s nothing serious. He is just next door to you. It’s just that the doctor prescribed a few more boxes of eye drops for him and asked him to drip more.”

     

    Luo Xingyun lifted up the quilt and ran away, but Zhu Renliang couldn’t catch him.

     

    “Run slower!” Chengnan’s teaching director shouted angrily from behind, “You don’t have to go to the military training in the morning, so do not be in a hurry!”

     

    He originally wanted to stay a little longer to prevent the pair from doing anything against school rules, but he looked at his watch and saw that morning classes were about to start at Green School. He had no choice but to lift his butt and leave the ward, letting them go as they pleased.

     

    This is a hospital after all, a public place, nothing can go wrong.

     

    When Luo Xingyun rushed into Pei Yan’s room, Pei Yan was still sleeping.

     

    Hearing his footsteps, the handsome young man woke up and looked at him. His dark eyes were red and inexplicably coquettish.

     

    The air-conditioning was on in the ward, the sheets were pulled down to his waist, and a few buttons of the hospital gown were loosened. Its hem is slighthly lifted as well, revealing the abrupt and sexy collarbone, the lean, narrow waist with smooth mermaid lines, and the small gauze on his chest.

     

    Luo Xingyun remembered Zhu Renliang’s words.

     

    ——Tachycardia, almost died.

     

    That gauze is a medal.

     

    Luo Xingyun stepped forward lightly, as if he was afraid of disturbing him, and walked forward. He moved a small chair and sat down obediently. He kept looking at him, and after a long while he said: “Monitor, you…you still feel… Okay?”

     

    The person on the hospital bed hummed softly.

     

    Instead of relaxing, Luo Xingyun frowned even more tightly. His amber eyes drooped and his always smiling eyebrows were filled with unspeakable worry and sadness.

     

    “What happened yesterday?” Pei Yan’s voice was hoarse.

     

    Luo Xingyun raised his head and glanced at him cautiously: “It’s nothing, there’s nothing wrong with me.”

     

    “My mood is very stable now.” His arms, as pale as marble, rested beside the bed. The muscle lines and raised meridians showed an unparalleled sense of strength, but there was a band-aid on the back of his hand, and there were traces of salt water hanging there. “Even if I get out of control, there’s nothing I can do.”

     

    The hoarse voice combined with the arm in sight confirmed that Pei Yan was indeed very weak at this time.

     

    The tip of Luo Xingyun’s nose felt sore and he spoke slowly: “I had a fever attack and went to a deserted alley to isolate myself. I met a few young people from a small town. I pretended to be a ghost to scare them and scared them away.”

     

    It was obviously something worth bragging about, but he told it carefully and in carefully selected his words, not wanting to make the person in front of him sad with even a single word.

     

    As he was talking, he remembered something and looked into his eyes a little flatteringly: “It definitely won’t work on my own. Fortunately, I have the portable alarm you gave me. I also want to thank you for giving it to me.Only by stretching every day can I assume such weird postures…”

     

    Pei Yan smiled lightly.

     

    Luo Xingyun only felt that that smile was like the rising sun, the moon breaking through the clouds, and the heart that was hanging in the air fell back to its true place. Although his expression was still downcast, the fingers holding his knees relaxed a little, and Mao Sui introduced himself: “It’s really scary. Do you want to take a look?”

     

    As he spoke, he lifted his butt off the bench, trying to perform a kneeling performance for him.

     

    “There’s no need to worry about it.” Pei Yan’s tone always carried a hint of indifferent elegance. “You came to me in a hurry. Do you have any questions to ask?”

     

    Luo Xingyun was suppressed and sat back, hesitating for a long time: “Why didn’t you bite me in the first place?”

     

    Hearing this, Pei Yan let out a slight “hmm” in his nose, with a high-pitched ending, as if he was confused: “Does it mean that you sent me a message as an invitation?”

     

    “Of course not!” Luo Xingyun’s toes hidden in his shoes curled up.

     

    Yesterday, he sent the specific address to Pei Yan when he reported that he was safe. The main reason was to reassure him and let him know exactly where he was hiding, so that he could see.

     

    It’s not like he haven’t thought about what to do if he comes over.

     

    This time the combination fever was worse than last time. During this time, the two of them also had more contacts and bonds with classmates who were not familiar with each other.

     

    What kind of consequences, as smart as him, it is not that he has not considered it.

     

    Luo Xingyun couldn’t say “I’ve been ready to be bitten you a long time ago”, so he could only glance at him angrily: “Anyway… you know!” When he met his gaze, he quickly withdrew his eyes, staring closely at the ground beneath his feet.

     

    “Is it okay if you get bitten by me?”

     

    “It’s just a temporary mark, it doesn’t matter.” Luo Xingyun shook his head happily. He is not a very pretentious person and knows his priorities clearly. “In comparison, of course the body is more important.”

     

    His body is more important.

     

    “What if I didn’t hold back and it was more than just a temporary mark?”

     

    Luo Xingyun was silent, his toes curling up even more in the invisible place.

     

    But his lowered eyebrows, the blush on his face, the tight corners of his lips, and the fingers that were grabbing his knees, all told that he had thought about it.

     

    Ever considered it.

     

    Maybe he and Pei Yan will advance from being a helper in the vulnerable stage to a fully marked young couple.

     

    However, the message was still sent in the end.

     

    He was not Gu Qingji, so he would think it was a good idea to use the heat of bonding to seduce Pei Yan. He just… couldn’t bear the thought of Pei Yan running wildly on the street but unable to find him.

     

    Peace.

     

    He wanted to report that Pei Yan was safe.

     

    Maybe he would be hurt, but he didn’t want Pei Yan to care about him but not get a response, or even be grudged.

     

    These are the few people in the world who want to care about themselves.

     

    His mood is more important.

     

    “…I believe you, class moniotr, will not be that kind of person. You will definitely control yourself.” Luo Xingyun didn’t dare to look at him, but he still kept his mouth shut, as if he only kept his mouth shut as usual. He can hide the little thoughts in his heart.

     

    “It seems that I made a bad decision last night.” The cold voice was full of teasing, “Otherwise, can I go get the certificate today?”

     

    “I won’t go with you…”

     

    “It’s the right thing not to go.” Pei Yan sat up supporting the sheets and leaning on the pillow.

     

    Like a god who was summoned by his followers and regained his power, his handsome face woke up from a deep sleep with hot and powerful eyes.

     

    Luo Xingyun gave him the final answer, and now he has firmly grasped the initiative.

     

    “Want to know why I didn’t bite you?”

     

    Luo Xingyun had already vaguely guessed what he was going to say next. There was something that had been dormant in the dark underground for too long and wanted to break out, and he was powerless to stop it. So he nodded.

     

    “I am not in a susceptible period.”

     

    Even though he was well prepared, Luo Xingyun was still completely frozen in place, his face stiff, as if it would break if touched.

     

    Pei Yan repeated: “I am not in a susceptible period.”

     

    The hot air from the air conditioner outlet is still blowing.

     

    The temperature between the two people quickly rose.

     

    Luo Xingyun felt hot, very hot, and his whole face was burning.

     

    There is no susceptibility period.

     

    The meaning behind these five words is self-evident.

     

    Pei Yan sat across from him and said quietly: “The definition of the susceptible period is that after being infected with omega pheromones, the sanity level hovers between 60-80, losing part of the ability to think independently, and may go into estrus at any time. And after I complete differentiation, my a value and sanity value are both very high. My sanity value has never dropped below 100 – yesterday was the first time, but it can recover immediately.”

     

    Even if his sanity was on the verge of collapse like yesterday, he could still sit here so well this morning and talk to people in a very normal manner.

     

    Extremely rational.

     

    Extremely self-controlled.

     

    He can even calmly endure the entire estrus period in the presence of his sweetheart’s pheromones.

     

    A miracle, but also an annoying ability.

     

    “But that time…” The amber eyes stared firmly at a small spot on the ground, not daring to move. It seemed that if he moved, a certain balance would fall apart.

     

    “I’m guilty. I lied to you.”

     

    “…”

     

    Seeing that he was speechless for a moment, Pei Yan leaned his forehead back on the stacked pillows, revealing his abrupt Adam’s apple: “I’m bad, aren’t I?”

     

    Pretending to be vulnerable, he approaches you, seeks your attention, occupies your sight, and enjoys your kindness.

     

    Luo Xingyun’s eyes wandered: “Then…why don’t you lie to me now?”

     

    “Were you jealous yesterday? When I was talking to Wang Xinzhuo.” Pei Yan slid open his phone, opened the chat history between the two of them, and stroked his rare six-way life reminder.

     

    Luo Xingyun was stunned.

     

    He just mentioned it casually, and he felt that he had covered it up well.

     

    At that time, Pei Yan and Wang Xinzhuo were standing together, and he felt a little uncomfortable.

     

    Later, he couldn’t help but mention strawberry milk to Pei Yan.

     

    He can’t figure out what’s going on, but he figured he was just bored and was rambling.

     

    He told himself that he was just worried that Pei Yan would be infected with other people’s pheromones.

     

    “I will not be infected with other people’s pheromones.” Pei Yan pushed up his forehead and curled his lips in smirk, “If you have such a misunderstanding, it’s better to end this lie.”

     

    “I didn’t lie to make you sad.”

     

    Luo Xingyun held his breath.

     

    After a while, he asked: “If you don’t have a susceptible period, what’s going on with your stress reactions?”

     

    Pei Yan’s voice was low but gentle: “Alphas infected by pheromones will have a susceptible period, which can be resolved in up to a month. But alphas will stress their partners for life.”

     

    “Rather than stress, I prefer to call it human nature.”

     

    Luo Xingyun moved his eyes away.

     

    Every word Pei Yan said added fuel to his inner fire.

     

    Pei Yan opened the quilt, jumped out of bed wearing a hospital gown. He stepped on the floor tiles with his bare feet and stood in front of him: “Why don’t you look at me?”

     

    “Just look at me and I’ll tell you why I didn’t bite you in the alley yesterday.”

     

    Luo Xingyun raised his head as if he was bewitched.

     

    The face is rouge in color.

     

    His eyes were filled with things that even he himself didn’t know and couldn’t bear.

     

    “If I bite you out there, I’m just a beast.”

     

    His slender and strong hands were placed on the armrests of the chair, and the alpha bent down, wrapping him around him.

     

    “If you were not the one lying on the hospital bed, I would just act bravely.”

     

    There was lava burning in his black eyes, which made him panic.

     

    “But it’s you in the hospital bed.”

     

    His face was held resolutely by a pair of big hands, and dark and profound eyes captured him firmly.

     

    “I chose you.”

     

    “I bite you because I like it.”

     

    “Are you crazy… you care about this?” Luo Xingyun opened his hand slightly and followed the lifeline with his fingertips, “You almost died…”

     

    “Yeah, that’s right.”

     

    Pei Yan reached back and uncovered the gauze on the back of his neck.

     

    The green mark suddenly opened in the air.

     

    Brilliant and beautiful, like a blue firework or a butterfly wing emerging from a cocoon.

     

    His long fingers touched the base of the wings, where there was a shallow bite mark. The corner of his mouth curled up quickly, showing some small pride.

     

    ——”Luo Xingyun, this is my confession to you at the risk of my life.”

     

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