TTCTT Ch59part4

He wants to talk to Song Chenyi, but he is worried that Song Chenyi will mistake him for looking for him, which means that he is also interesting on behalf of himself and pushes their relationship to a more difficult point.

Zhu Chi felt that it would be unfair for him to be with him without authorization if he could not figure out exactly what kind of feeling he felt about Song Chenyi.

In this contradiction, Zhu Chi couldn’t eat well and sleep well for several days in a row.

When Li Han and Liu Qian saw the scene, they increasingly felt that the two of them are in conflict and it seemed to be very serious.

They have been acting strange since they came back from the bar that day.

At first, Zhu Chi was hiding from Song Chenyi.

As a result, it has now become Song Chenyi’s initiative to keep a distance from Zhu Chi.

If this situation had been put in the past, it would have been beyond their wildest dreams.

In their hearts, it is impossible for Song Chenyi to neglect Zhu Chi.

But now in this situation, it is really happening in front of their eyes.

Li Han and Liu Qian couldn’t stand it and decided to persuade them.

Li Han found Zhu Chi and tapped on the side: “Xiaochi, have you been having trouble with Song Chenyi recently?”

Zhu Chi wrote on the draft paper and said gloomily, “It’s … not really like that.”

What does this … not really mean?

On the other hand, Liu Qian also found Song Chenyi and asked him, “Dude, what’s wrong with you recently? It’s not that you hate Zhu Chi.”

Song Chenyi looked at him like an idiot: “How can I hate him?”

Liu Qian touched his head and asked him, “So you’ve been …”

Song Chenyi looked at him with a smile: “Are you not in a hurry?”

Liu Qian was a little surprised: “Then why did you …”

Song Chenyi lowered his eyelids.

By doing this, he is also gambling.

This is the last resort that the old master taught him.

If the existing methods don’t care, then try to open a little distance and let the distance produce beauty.

Song Chenyi always thought that this method looked likehe is cheating Zhu Chi, so he ignored it automatically.

Moreover, this method also kills one hundred enemies and loses three thousand.

Keeping him at a distance from Zhu Chi is worse than killing him.

Now that he think about it, this has become a way.

Even if he doesn’t take the initiative to avoid Zhu Chi, Zhu Chi will take the initiative to avoid him.

In those days, Song Chenyi saw it in his eyes, and he was miserable, but he was not willing to let Zhu Chi be nervous and cautious because of his own existence.

In that case, he can only come by himself.

Although the idea is very good ….

But he’s really, already almost in an unbearable.

At this rate, he will lose control of himself sometime.

….

This kind of day lasted for several days.

When summer was done, it is easier to rain continuously. During the day, the clouds are very thick. At night, the bean-sized raindrops swish down, and thunder mixed with lightning splits down, which made Zhy CHi tremble.

When he sleeps at night, Zhu Chi keeps tossing and turning in bed.

Seeing the lightning, Zhu Chi was a little scared, covering his ears and waiting for the huge thunder.

The thunder was very loud tonight as if it had exploded in his ear.

Zhu Chi buried his face in his pillow and curled up into a ball. He could literally feel his heart pounding.

Ghosts and gods are poor, so he got out of bed carefully and wanted to take a look at Song Chenyi.

He lifted the curtain of his bed softly, and a beam of lightning lit up. He saw Song Chenyi’s closed eyes through the light and judged that he was asleep now.

Seeing Song Chenyi’s face, Zhu Chi suddenly felt as if he was so scared.

Since childhood, he and Song Chenyi have been growing up together, and it seems that staying with this person has become his habit.

It’s only a few days that they didn’t talk and Zhu Chi is not used to it.

His fingers touched Song Chenyi’s hand. He lowered his eyes and thought, what kind of feeling it is to like someone.

If you are not with him, you will miss him and want to be with him in everything you do.

Isn’t it the same with him and Song Chenyi?

In the past, an expert told him that if you like someone, you will be possessive and you can’t accept that he is with anyone except yourself.

Zhu Chi imagined that if Song Chenyi likes others, he will fall in love with others.

Song Chenyi will take that other person’s hands and left all his time to others. They will drift away from each other. When Song Chenyi was mentioned later, everyone would say, ah, he is that lover.

As long as he thinks about this situation, Zhu Chi feels that his chest holds a big stone, and he can’t breathe.

Come to think of it, he has lived in this world for longer than he did before he was transmigrated into this book.

Here,he has family members he cares about, friends he likes, and life he loves.

If the drama in this world is really finished, he will return to the world before he was transmigrated into this book as he expected. He asked himself, is he really willing to give this up?

Leaving his mother, leaving Song Chenyi, leaving everything he has now and returning to his own world, is he really willing now?

Zhu Chi has always been a goal-oriented person. When he came to this world, he had already thought about the development of the original drama and waited for the chance to go home.

After establishing this goal, he designated many plans around this goal and carried them out unswervingly.

But now, Zhu Chi asks himself, does he really want to go back?

He realized that his heart was actually exclusive.

Following this feeling, his mind subconsciously jumped to another question.

So, what if he is really with Song Chenyi?

What kind of life would that be?

Zhu Chi thought of the easy Song Chenyi’s lips kissed him, and his cheeks burned.

He rubbed his face and forced himself not to think.

After his heart calmed down, he lowered his eyes and wanted to see Song Chenyi for the last time.

It’s okay. It looks like he’s fast asleep.

In this way, he should not be aware that he has been here.

Zhu Chi pursed his lips and then carefully went to go down the stairs.

But then there was boiling heat between his wrists. Song Chenyi held his slender wrist in his palm, looked at him with bright eyes, and then smiled.: “I got you.”